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2008-07-01T07:24:00.000-07:00

there was no sunset today. ):

2008-07-01T01:15:00.000-07:00

lost the card i made for mr sim so i wrote a note. (:

Ben&Jerrys with armpartner! :D loveloveher.

what she wrote for me. (:

was supposed to see gng today recess, & yes i did.

me: uhm, do you have time to talk to me now?
( he was standing on the stage, & i was like below, looking way up. )
gng: do you think i have time now?
(scrunched up his whole face, which means bad news.)
me: uhm, no.

a minute later of staring at each other.
SERIOUSLY, IT WAS A WHOLE MINUTE.

me: uhm, so i see you after school?
gng: (20 seconds later) no, you see me tomorrow recess.
me: okay, thankyou, bye.

his face was so scary all the way! ):

today was an okay day.
mr cool is so cute! :D
i passed him & showed the twist sign to him & he smiled & did it back!
hahahhahaha!
ystd he even said that the satellites have to be in line,
orelse aliens will be able to watch soccer! :D
& he also said that talking too much on the handphone can fry your brain
but he said it should be okay cause he sees us as still normal. (:
hahahhaha.

& then today ms khoo said that she would be bringing soem models tmrw
& all the guys were suddenly interested.
"MODELS? WHAT MODELS?!"
hahahhaha. then she was like, 'plastic models' la! :D
hahahahah, GUYS.

& today during chinese mr lua forgot he had 2 periods with us
& only came for the 2nd period so the guys were playing headers with the soccer ball
& they were hilarious! prabu obviously doesnt know how to!
LOLS & benjamin neo was totally pissed. hahahah.
the guys in my class are practically clowns manzx.
and i found out that the trolley which was supposed to be for the projector
to be placed on is so FUN TO PLAY WITH! :D
i sat on it &the guys would push me until it reached the door & scare me that
i was gonna crash but i missed by this milli bit :D
hahahah, sooo funn!
im gonna play again tmrw!
EDWIN TAY CAN YOU PUSH ME PLEEEAASSEEE? :D
hahahahahha
there was one really funny part where i actualy fell on my ass!
hahahha, i was against the whiteboard on the trolley & i wanted to kick myself against
the wall to BLAST OFFFF, but i ended up falling on the floor!
:D hahahhaha

oh, & today i said hi to samuel & he was like
' hi, hello, wassup, wassup, wassup.'
hahahahahha.
& he showed us this how to be a gangster videos by nigahiga!

ATTENTION.
ALL YOU HAVE TO DO NOW TO MAKE YOURSELF LAUGH FOR HOURS IS TO
1. GO TO YOUTUBE
2. AND SEARCH FOR ALL NIGAHIGA VIDEOS.
3. VIEW ALL
4. LAUGH LIKE CRAZY! :D
hahahahha, i wanna suscribe man! hes soososososos funny!
his rants, everything! :D

hahahahhaah, going blading nowww.
seeyou later, shitzxomozarellas (:

2008-06-30T02:48:00.000-07:00

today is such a lousy day for me.
i feel like nonsense.
the wholeday through, i had no idea what i was talking about,
i just mumbled, & stumbled upon my words,
didnt feel like talking.
i wanna thank best friend ZHITING! (:
for really the one there for me today,
really cheering me up with her jokes & retardedness.
i think im such a LOSER man.
like seriously. the matter hasnt even gotten to the worst yet
& here i am letting out my water bank like a dam.
why am i so silly & so easily given in to my emotions?
i guess im just scared. of gng. i dont wanna face him.
i dont wanna be screamed at by him.
im so pathetic man. seriously.
& how i wished everything could be settled today.
why does he have to wait til tmrw?
): do i have to go through the same thing tmrw again?
i really hope not.
if i had a wish now, i would wish for confidence.

oh heavenly father, please give me confidence.
please. ): its what i really need now.

i can plan out one whole speech but when it comes down to the real thing,
im like a stammerwoodblock.
why? i need confidence. really.
i dont seem to have any control over my emotions anymore.
sighs.

anyway, thanks to my lovely clique for the comfort & warmth,
thanks to hakim, billy, leon, gengyi, daniel...
for the support. {: appreciate it!

aahhh, my eyes feel very sore & tired now.
after school, supposedly was supposed to look for mr gng but he was busy, so..
then i went back to the canteen, then heard that qijun looking for me
so went back to foyer,
found out that ipw wasnt done yet,
listened to mr lim's nagging for a while,
then went to library with jerlyn, huiying, zhiting & yanting to 'studyy'.
but inthe end ended up taking pictures and the 3 went to research on hot soccer players.
huh. nothing better to do uh.
lame people. (:

after that, huiying & I went to econs to buy that seaweed chips. (:
hahahahha, silly pig.
then we went to white sands & ate BEN & JERRY-s! :D
& ya-kun! lols.
then we went to popular to get my cards & a silver pen but
bloody hell, that silver pen had no ink when i tried it out just now.
aaaahhh! 1.75 wasted man! ):
suppose to save really hard this week but look what happened.
hah.
anyway, time spent with huiying cheered me up
although i didnt know what to say, mumbled, stammered.
my mind's still over excessed, so im closing it for now.
& i left my math textbk outside the sch library.
& nobodys there to get it for me.
most probably itll be stolen AGAIN.
): my mum's so gonna kill me.
GAH.

WHAT AN AWESOME DAY. ):
too tired to blade.
& thank you yantin for what you said just now. {:

god has already planned out my life, & he wants the best for me,
so i should not worry & face it with courage . (:
i'll pray, & believe. (:
i found a bible . :D

2008-06-29T06:15:00.000-07:00

only armpartner dares to eat it from me like that.
comeon zhiting, dont you want some? :D

zhiting's brastrap, my ponytail. :D

ARMAPRTNER (:

RABBIT (:

2008-06-29T05:28:00.000-07:00

i wanna play hollywood with my armpartner!

life saviour (:

this man rides his dog all the way to the half end of the reservoir to cut its hair every alt. week.
i have no idea why.

they were standing there doing their warmups & we bladed through that path.
hahhahaha, so HONOURED man. :D

sorry, i had nothing to do in the morning.

he cut up bodies and sold them, so dont blame me.

chased out onto the balcony. (:

thats that man.

dragon-boaters. (: HOT.

all you have to do is to follow that line!

92 ley. wtf man. i want one too. dear prince, can i marry you so we can share?

I only have half an hour on the comp so im multi tasking now. ):
Today I had one of my ‘being retarded’ sessions in the morning.
Idk why but I had absoulutely nothing to do which explains all those
Retarded newspaper pictures. Hurhur.
OH I CAN SAVE PEOPLE IN DEBT :D
Whateverwhateverwhatever.
Yadayadayadaa.
Hahhaha, mumsy & marcus went to ikea to shop & I woke up at
11.45 am, omfg. PIG.
Cause I stayed up til 1.30 ystd crapping with silly. :D
Hahahahhaha.
Went to blade at 4 plus, when brother was having tuition & I was chased out of my
Room to the balcony to do work. Not that I minded anyway. (:
No sun at all. ): I MISS YOU SUN.
But I did sweat a hell lot.
Went for two rounds arnd the reservoir!
Superbly exhausting & had to rush home for tuition afterwards at 5.30.
GAH.
I searched everywhere for the physics worksheet, cause I didn’t want to be punished by mr cool. :D
& I found it! After turning my room upside down.
Im so dumb, I just found out that Ive been keeping TWO physics files,
Which explains me aftenly wondering where my other worksheets disappeared to.
D: DUMB RIGHT.
anyway, thats the end for today. cant stay for long. ):
seeyou later shitzxomozarellas. (:
cant wait to meet my girls tmrw!
:D

2008-06-28T08:47:00.000-07:00

brother's friends came over to do 'project' today.

hurhur. like as if they did any.

all they did was runescape, need for speed & basketball. - PLAY. :D

hahahah, but theyre so much more murtured than my brother!

so weird luh! hahahaha

theyre actually NICE. nothing like my brother. hurhur. {:

& i actually made egg sandwiches for them which they did not touch at all! ):

SO SAD.

hahahah, but they finished the milochino. (: which was expected anyway.

then daddy & i went to the reservoir to blade at 3.

& it was SO HOT! :D

hahaha, cause they had this dragon boat rowing event & the guys there were

AAHHHHH! you dont need me to spell it out. :D

we went 2 rounds! frigging hot & tired luh.

then we went back & found the guys at the basketball court.

theyre actually not bad sey. (:

then we went home & got ready for CADELCOTT HILL. (:

hurhur. mediacorp. to watch some shengshiong variety show live.

BORINGGGG.

you see that after the commercials people are already cheering right, its all

A FAKEOUT.

theres this guy who gives signal to cheer so it seems like

WE'RE HAVING SO MUCH FUNNN! :D

hah.

then we went to east coast for dinnerr. at 10.

tsktsk. ultra pigs. :D

so tired now.

seeyoulater, shitzxomozarellas. (:

2008-06-27T08:53:00.000-07:00

Replies to tags (:

ying(: : im alwaysalways here for you armpartner (: lovesyoumanyy
Jerlyn: (:
Zhiting: SOME onlyy! :D hahahaha, im joking love.
ayuniyanti: YANTI! YANTI! :D youre awesomexzxzxzxzxzxz too lovely!
candy: okay, soon! (:
guangwei: ha. ha. :D so attention seeking right.
ying(: : then make the effort to plan my dear. (: dont have to feel that wayy.
Diana: nehneh you back! :D ill link you up soon kay. (:
ying(: : i know, i finally understand. loveyou!
-menglee- : i will, soon!

2008-06-27T07:55:00.000-07:00

The first picture's mr sim! :D heh.

was so pissed off with the class today uh.

they had simply no respect for mr sim.

even though his lessons might be boring, but we could at least give him our full attention right? which is probably what he needs now.

he told us that mdm kang told him that half the class doesnt listen to him when he speaks,

& that he says the wrong thing.

but yes, mr sim shared that with us. he told us he wasnt ashamed cause he knows

hed done something wrong.

& that is so brave of him.

the teachers look down on him, & i have never seen him eating with other colleagues at all.

he is always eating alone in school. ):

SO SAD! D:

i remember i almost cried for him at the beginning of the year when i saw him eating alone.

idk why im so easily taken in my my emotions nowadays. ):

today was the first ever wksht he printed out for us & an exercise for us to do from

a newspaper article. cant anyone see that hes trying to make an effort here?

all his hard work & nobody listens to him.

we did badly for geog cause we didnt listen.

& he gets blamed for it cause our level's geog is worse off than the sec ones'.

): if this carries on he'll probably get sacked or smth.

but, TOUCHWOOD!

i want mr sim to stay.

kaisheng, qijun & nonsense, could you please just shutup when hes teaching. PLEASE.

& THROWING PAPER BALLS AT HIM ISNT VERY NICE OKAY.

the guys in our class are so mean la! not all anyway.

likee.. DANIEL! hahahahahah. B1 ! :D

or Hakim! :D

or Lucas! :D

or Jordy! :D

or Billy! :D

or terence! :D

or Chan! :D hahahaha.

or somesomesome other guys laa.

AHYA, JUST DONT BULLY MR SIM ANYMORE OKAY. ):

stayed back to do ipw today & finally handed it in. PHEW.

qijun pissed me & jerlyn off sososososososos badly!

ARGH! bloody hell. he told us to fuck off.

so we did, cause thats what you wanted.

spoilt my mood for the whole day la.

& to think i stayed to complete the bloody powerpoint til 12.

super tired today morning luh. kept yawning nonstop while waiting for hazel & jerlyn

under the void deck. & i almost dozed off there.

hahahah, imagine if i did.

id be like

*SNORE SNORE!*

then people would be staring at me.

but that cant happen cause i dont snore.

hhahahaha, at least i dont think so!

today was clique recess! :D

i brought grapes,

huiying brought gummies,

hazel brought grape jam bread,

jerlyn brought garlic black pepper chicken with rice cooked by her maid, :D

& zhiting brought green tea. :D

hahahahah, green tea which i finished up for lunch.

1.5 litre bottle. imagine. :D

& i didnt have to eat anything for lunch cause i was like super bloated!

waited for terence to finish his recording in the soft room interviewing the

2 national team tkd girls.

so boring. ):

i waited there & listened for like half an hour!

almost snored off.

then we went to see mr lim to submit our project @ 2.30.

latest 3! :D

hahahah, i started taking photos of all the physics slides mr toh showed us so i didnt have to copy them :D

SMART RIGHT!

lols. tsktsk. self-praise. hahah.

i cant wait to blade to the reservoir tmrw morning!

hope i catch the sunrise :D

ohmy, so excited. (:

*crosses fingers*

guess i'll end here then. (: see you later, shitzxomozarellas. (:

& GUYS, DONT BULLY MR SIM! ):

2008-06-25T04:00:00.000-07:00

Okay..
These few days have been so busy I have no time to blog.
&, I cant take out the time to blade everyday, which is so sad! ):
didn’t blade on Monday, Tuesday, & today!
Gggrrr. but hopefully ill complete art by today which means I would have alr completed
All my holiday homework except for chem., which I don’t really bother doing,
So that I can blade tmrw! Yay yay yay!

MONDAY
Was the first day of school. Nothing much happening, except
That there was so much work to be done then.
Oh comeon, first day of school ley!
& I didn’t miss school at all although I didn’t go back to school for one whole month.
Hah. That’s a first. (:
Nothing much to miss anyway.
Except for the people there. {:
There was drama that day, straight after school. :L
Some discussion about nyaa and farewell party but now they just announced that
Farewell party is cancelled. :L
Huh. Waste our time. Just cause farah is on mc they have to cancel everything?
& I feel bad that jeanette did most of the work for a’qilah’s card & I didn’t really do anything. ):
thanks jeanette! :D

TUESDAY
Idk why but I cant seem to remember anything about Tuesday!
Hahahah , oh, we had music instead of home ec.
Mr.samuel was our music teacher.
Hahahah , that guy cant control our class at all.
Obviously, he doesn’t know that he needs to shout to get our attention.
Hahahahha, so good tempered sey.
He showed us some funny videos about nan chiau and ken lee. :D
Hilarious la. & we had to prepare for a performance or smth.
Gah.

TODAY
Had physics for the first two periods, MREVANTOH! :D
Hahahaha, yay .
MR TOH IS SO COOL MAN.
He was like , any questions?
Then he closed his textbook.
Then the bell rang.
Aaahhhh! So cool! Hahahhaha
We also had geog.
Kinda feel sorry for mr sim after what he told us. ):
Hes so nice, funny & clueless!
But I guess other teachers don’t see it.
Funny things he said :
1. he said phleugm as SPAM
2. he told us that if we didn’t study, then we would bee KK – Kepala Kosong. :D Kepala means brain and head, Kosong means empty or zero. Hahahah
3. he said flora and fauna are ants, flowers, insects, birds, ladybugs….

& hes so nice! Today after school io asked him to pass me for my refresher test and he said okay! Hahahah, he asked for my name and class. :D see? So nice! Hahahahah, obviously he wont just pass me like that la, but hes still nice!
Hahahaha,
After school, huiying, jerlyn, Gloria & I went to the school library to ‘study’.
Actually we just sat there and talked.
Then came all the sickening ipw stuffs.
Qijun pisses me off so bad okay.
Call him, hang up on me. Message him, don’t reply.
So me and jerlyn don’t know what to do what.
So he does everything, earns all the credit!
Smart right!
Then we get scolding. & he stands there and watches us gleefully.
Don’t wanna tell us what to do, cant meet up, what do you want us to do?
We could have told mr lim about it but we didn’t.
I wished I did. That would save us some nagging.
So pissed off.
So jerlyn & I stayed in school to complete what we had to do.
IRRITATING.

2008-06-18T19:14:00.000-07:00

i caught kungfu panda yesterday! :D
hahahahahha , so funny!
hahahahhaha , but seriously , siiting beside my brother during hilarious movies
are embarrassing.
hahahahha , SERIOUS!
when its funny , we all laugh at volume 5.
HE laughs at volume 15 okay!
:D hahahaha.

I'm going out with primary school lovelies later. (:
jiaying , menglee , sotong , sunshine , kennard , gerald!
:D
havent met the guys for very long alr. ):
we're movie-ing & iceskating at kallang! :D
omg fun! :D
hahahhahahaha,

seeyoulater , shitzxomozarellas (:

2008-06-17T08:17:00.000-07:00

oh , i feels like i have absoulutely nothing to blog about now ,
cause so many things are ringing in my head.
its like im passing through this timeline of mine ,
& i constantly revisit them & problems start cropping up at every point .
so many varieties of problems & im not even sure if varieties is the correct word to use.
when the world seems so perfect , you slowly realise it isnt.
all my life , i look at people & say theyre happy when i see a smile on their faces.
but never would i really know whats going on deep down inside.

how i wish i was a tiny little ant ..
& i would crawl through their nostrils ..
down to the heart ..
& listen to it .

hah . like that will ever happen .
there isnt really anybody there to tell you what to do , the correct thing to do ,
except , ofcourse , god .
but god seems so far away now.
i dont think i feel him anymore.
idk how i think or feel about him .
but i know there is a god around here.
i need somebody to tell me, to lead me.
but nobody's there .

my family looks like its falling apart now.
my friends , well , they seem to be always there for me.
but they can never really understand the full me.
what im thinking , how im feeling , whats bothering me.
parents . theyre supposed to be doing whats best for the child.
but it seems they dont really understand me at all .
they disagree to what i wanna do , they dont except what i tell them i am.
its true i cant eat in the morning.
its true i cant eat after exercising heavily.
they dont think so . do people who understand you doubt you ?
i dont think so .
i wanna do this , do that , just like anybody.
but whos stopping me , my parents.
who scolds me when im already so down & they cant see it ?parents.

but , they are the people who loves you no matter what happens ,
whether youre disfigured ,
whether you upset them ,
whether you are a murderer ,
whether you are lost ,
whether you lost all your friends ..
so manyy you cant count .
they are the ones you know will never leave you because they are
the people who brought you into this world .

WAIT A MINUTE .
where did the 'but' come from .
im supposed to be venting out my feelings .
maybe i know that it is not fair to say that of them.
thats why i brought in the 'but' .
hhhhmmmmm , see ? i dont even understand myself .
who does ?

i love my parents no matter what they do anyway .
god , when will this madness end?

sometimes , it seems that friends seem to understand you more than your parents.
isnt that supposed to be wrong ?
why does it have to be that way ?
i dont understand .
theres this secret that ive told some ,
but i dont show out how i feel.
i believe that you dont have to show how you feel to others &
gain sympathies & what not from others .
i believe in putting on a brave and strong front & carry on with life ,
but sometimes , i allow myself to leak a little .
why pull down the others with you?

YES . i just promised myself that , whatever happens , im gonna smile my way through .
even if i spilled milo down my favourite blouse ,
bird shit falls on my head ,
friends abandon me ,
problemsproblemsproblems ,
im gonna look at the bright side of life & smile . (:

people im thinking of right now .

Trina (:
Tricia (:
Jerlyn (:
Huiying (:

theyre just the people i think of recently who mean so much to me .

Trina & Tricia are probably the people thats hurting my heart most right now.
they hurt me so bad they dont even know it .
that message i sent wasnt even replied.
they are truly true friends i will never meet ever again in my whole entire life
whom i lost . i want them back do badly . but i cant .
if i had a wish , i would wish for them .

Jerlyn is somebody i quarrel & play so often with , we tell each other how we feel about blahblahblah , shes like a really close sister to me . shes somebody i truly treasure alot in my life .

Huiying is my best arm partner i can ever have. She is most thoughtful , sweet & caring . She never throws you away for a new toy she finds . never . (:

iloveallofyou .

ohoh , its 8 minutes to midnight now , & the lights are gonna auto off, leaving me in complete darkness .
gtg now , see you later , shitzxomozarellas . (:

2008-06-15T06:13:00.000-07:00

2008-06-15T06:09:00.000-07:00

2008-06-13T07:12:00.000-07:00

had picnic todayy with my ohsolovely clique! :D
im so happy now.
oh yay . (:
yantin & hazel , pictures pleaseee!
so pissed off for not bringing my own camera .
ggggrrrrr .
& yes , woke up early morning glory to make picnic for the girls (:
made sandwiches but , ): barely gone .
anyway , the cocktail was alright .
& the egg too ! hahahahha , new creation .
tomato plus sausage plus onions .
*licks lips* hahahahah .
definitely not hungry now , not after that picnic .{:
hahahahah , everything was great .
everybody brought food! :D

ayuni brought lots of crackers ,
hazel brought sushi ,
huiying brought marshmellows & doughnuts ,
jerlyn brought fried rice ,
I brought cocktail, sandwiches & egg ,
yantin brought jelly
zhiting brought sandwiches .
:D

i feel so happy knowing that everybody is putting so much effort into this outing .
hahahahahha
happyhappyhappy .
oh , i feel so lucky to have best friends like these girls .

ayuniyanti who is always there to go crazy with , :D
hazel who is always so nice ,
huiying whos always thinking for me ,
jerlyn whos always there for me ,
yantin whos always there to talk to me ,
zhiting whos always there to make me laugh .

talk about love man , their love's the best you can ever get . (:

camwhored throughout like nobody's business ,
hahahahha , we were attracting the whole of east coast's attention la .
hahahha , but we were too busy to notice how everybody was staring .
(:
well , after that , went home with ayuni while the rest stayed .
& ayuni's probably on her way to malaysia now . ):
i miss her already .
guess what she'll be doing ,
CHASING COWS . :D
hahahahah , cant imagine !
after reaching home , bladed down at the tracks for like an hour an a half .
(: was so refreshing . super cooling & went non-stop .
its funny how you suddenly h=get the drive to want to do smth ,
& you over-do it .
hahahahah , i listened to the radio , & just when I told myself I would be going homw after
this last round , when the radio played another song i liked ,
i turned my back on what i decide a moment ago & went for more rounds .
:D haqahahhahaha ,
super exhausted now , oh hoho .
tomorrow will be going to safra for soccer with cousins !
hohoh , so funn ! & i get to be referee! :D oh yay !
hahahaha ,
seeyou later , shitxzamozarellas ! (:

2008-06-10T07:07:00.000-07:00

oh , hohoho .

i have absolutely nothing to do now .

and yes , thats weird & totally unusual .

cause i usually have smth to do with the comp .

but now , nothing !

so , i decided to blog blog blog ,

until i find smth to do .

so , readers , be prepared , cause this is gonna be one long ride .

:D

SO ,

todayy was boringgg . skated in the morning & hell yes ,

luckily the sun was working hard cause i wanna get this white skin off me

at godspeed .

ohya , & ZHITING , regarding to the last msn conversation 'we' had ,

actually i wasnt there at all & it was my dad who saw your greeting .

so , yeah , idk what you said . ): sorry .

& yes , fridayfridayfridayyyy!

SO looking forward to it .

lets hope everybody will be there . :D

& yes , i found to similar super duper fugly mats when joined together would be enough

for all of us to settle on to , but we'll have to squeeze alittle aye ?

*apologetic face*

well , thats if I can shop for a new mat in time anyway .

i hardly touched hmwk at all , which is definitely not a good thing cause tmrw i'll be

going out with mummy for the most dumb thing ,

*drumroll*

FACIAL .

like wth ! to me , it is a complete waste of time .

GAH .

& look , jerlyn just messaged me saying she got her new phone .

stuuupid show-off ! :D

hahahahhaha , we were on the phone todayy & heres the conversation :

Sheri : Reallyy ! Im psychic & I even know what youre wearing now! Youre wearing a blouse & shorts ! (which was obvious as its kinda standard anyway) :D

Jerlyn : what colour is my blouse ?

Sheri : White!

Jerlyn : wrong ! blue !

Sheri : fine ! then your shorts are white also !

Jerlyn : wrong ! blue !

Sheri : Then i bet i know what brand !

Jerlyn : What !

Sheri : (looks at my short' brand) its 'Winner' !

Jerlyn : LOLOLOL

Jerlyn : then yours is LOSER!

okayyyyyy , then we started laughing uncontrollablyyy .

like really . :D come to think of it , it still is super funny .

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH .

so we talked talked talked about stuffssss . :D

anyway , lets see whats planned out for me this week !

Wednesday : Facial & what not . T.T

Thursday : badminton

Friday : beach outing with girlf-s !

Saturday : soccer at safra . (:

hahahahahah , thats the thing i've been looking forward to . :D
im gonna be refereee !
& all my cousins will be there to playyyyy .
hahahhahaha , daddy booked the field for an incredulous price .
theyre crazy man .
about 60 for 2 hours ?
madness .
gtg now , bye shitxzomozarellas (:

2008-06-06T06:29:00.000-07:00

okayy , gonna make this a short post cause im exhausted now .
went to safra for badminton for 3 WHOLE HOURS . & I swear we
hardly stopped for breaks . i think its the worst hardcore session ever .
as type this , my right hand is trembling . hahahha .
couldnt join yantin & cheryl jie at parkway today , so sorry . ):
gave up doing geog cause it was impossible to write .
the rest took a us back I jogged home . hohoho ,
idk why im like pushing myself so hard these days .
i think im just trying to be healthy & all ,
& i think that this urge suddenly came on to me like never before
cause I pushed away icecream , chocolate , crackers & what not .
hahhahah , even mumsy was suprised .
lets hope it continues aye .

tomorrow im going to mount faber to trek . :D
hohoho , cool manxz with cousins .
wheeeeee .
lets just hope there wont be too many insects . {:
see you later , shitxzomozarellas .

2008-06-04T04:04:00.000-07:00

gonna make this a quick post cause im going down for badminton later ! :D
hohoho , *double delight* :D :D
gym-ed with yantin & huiying today , but didnt run cause
i hurt both my knees while blading .
D: bending it after showering is so painful . argh .
so , just cycled & stretched & cycled some more . hahahahha .
jerlyn cut her hair ! hahahahha , small girl .
met a whole lot of volleyball guys there ,
hahahhaah , & huiying cant shutup about * .
haahahha , silly arm partner . i love her . (:
jerlyn's sick today & she still came for gym .
seriously dumb . & whats even more dumb is that she didnt wear running shoes
to gym . slippers aye . smart . :D
oh , & nobody wanted my green tea . D: hahahahha ,
but i finished it up anyway ! nehneh .
after that huiying & I wanted to eat sushi so went to this idk what restaurant downstairs
for sushi ! :D
and after that , we camwhored for 15 minutes all the way to the int .
when we could have made it there in 5 mninutes .
:D behaved like some crazy tourists . ahhahahaha
then huiying left & then met ZHITING & HAZEL at macdonalds . :D
ohyay , missed them like crazy . (: before we even met them , we HEARD them .
hahahahahahh ,tsktsk , crazy hazel .
must have eaten microphones for lunch . :D
after a while of discussion what was in my bottle , jerlyn & i left .
i had a curfew bodoh . first time . D: 4.30 !
wlao . & ENG ZHITING ! narnia is super nice & wonderful okay !
i bet you watched kung fu panda la .
anyway , YOUR loss . :D
hahahahha , okay , figured im way behind on homework , better start cracking . :D
seeyou later , shitzxomozarella S . :D

2008-06-02T04:44:00.000-07:00

REPLIES TO DLF-s : (:

Jerlyn : I have no idea what the hell youre talking about . hah .
Zhiting : yeah ! another one ? :D
jeremy : yesyes , i was at tampines safra . didnt see you though! D:
ASHLEY : i will ! soon ! (: muackzxz back at you ! (:
jane : hello jane ! (: i will , soon !
-menglee- : HELLOOOOOO! :D
Brenda : hoho ! (:
guangwei : hahah , whywhy ?
jane : you take care too!
Jerlyn : oh really ? damn . but it feels great to know there'd be someone I can go crazy over narnia with ! :D well , good luck to you . *winks*
Hazel : but not on wednesday D: nevermind ! i'll try to see if i can try to book badminton at safra ? on one of the days ? :D then we can badminton together !
Zhiting : oh , you did a great job of rubbing it in , man . i love you even more now . hah .

see you later , shitxzomozarellaaS . (:

2008-05-31T08:07:00.000-07:00

AAAAHHHHH!
went to the meuseum at fortcanning today & also fortcanning . :D
then went to tampines mall for narnia ! (:
ohmygawd , it rocked , it was awesome , you name it .

NARNIA DVD COME OUT QUICKKKKKK !

oh , & william moseley , acting as peter , is ohmygodgodgod ,
HOT . *melts* :D
its definitely better than the first one , but if you didnt catch the first one ,
youd be a lil clueless .
saw many people in orange t-shirts at fort canning & tm today with this big
QUESTION ? in front .
then saw 1e4-ians @ fort canning & then saw NEBO at the back so ,
yeah , definitely the nebo challenge . (:
wonder how hazel & zhiting's group did . (:
aaahhh , oh , can we go back to narnia ? hahahhahaha .

its really very nice ! anybody wants to watch it with me again ? :D
man , the mouse is so funny ! :D
& I SO dont agree to opinions on prince caspian .
him handsome ?
NOT !
lucyyyy is so cute ! :D

tsk , DLF , imy !
hhahahahah , anyway , DLF means 'dear little friends' . :D
lucy said it! {:
no reply from you girls yet !
ayuni !
zhiting !
hazel !
gym on wednesday ? make it free please . D:

2008-05-30T08:22:00.000-07:00

2008-05-29T16:53:00.000-07:00

man , how funny life can turn out to be .
god gives you someone whom you find you really truly love ,
& then he takes them away from you , before you can blink .
I guess nobody will ever know how I feel unless they know them .
& yes , ernest is a great confidante .
i thank god for him . (:
hes the only one I can tell & he understands .
the only one who does , in fact .
i've decided i'm gonna hold on to every single hope I have ,
even if its false hope .

stupid jerlyn lee's back from camp .
stuuupid girl , cared enough to msg her saying i miss her & she
called me a bitch ! LOLOLS .
I D I O T ! i'm not doing that again .
BLEAHHH! :D

2008-05-28T18:38:00.000-07:00

EXERCISE FREAK
I realise Im turning into one .
oh shit . but i prefer to be one anyway .
my mum encourages me to lose weight but the clique isnt .
D: oh nvm .
lets not take it as losing weight, shall we.
put it in a nicer way , keeping fit !
anybody waant to blade with me ?
tell me anytime cause im doing it everyday .
gym shall have to fall on wednesdays & weekends .
daddy's booking badminton at safra really frequently &
yeah , i think badminton is the most effective sport I get hooked on &
sweat the most & not get tired of , all at the same time . (:
which is goood ! :D
yantin's one really great keeping fit partner but i'm not sure shell have so much time to
work out with me . D:
yangwenn's not able to go blading with me today . so sad .

man , its so boring without the girls .
imy , jerlyn lee! ): hurry come back soon !

going to blade now , byebye . :D

2008-05-28T02:19:00.000-07:00

oh hellohello people ! :D
hahhahahah , idk why but I'm superly high now ! (:
hahahhaha , maybe cause I just came back from gym & shopping with yantin !
& I'm meeting here later again for blading !
hahahahha , ohyeah!
didnt manage to find the cross necklace that I wanted ,
& yantin didnt manage to find her pair of shorts .
gawh , so sad . D:
anyway , gym today was kinda slack-ey for me cause all I did was cycle
& only burned 100 calories !
yamate & jerlyn are at camp now .
so boring without them.
I MISS NEW HOTNESS ! D:
it just feels so weird without them arnd .
went to yoshinoya for lunch & james treated us crisscross fries
cause he was working there .
super awkard for me , cause of that zixian guy .
D: gah .
oh nevermind . & then we bought 2 packets of fish food for a dollar each .
:D so fun!
man , i am so gonna feed the fish everytime I go there .
:D
shit . I feel like buying a fish now .
:D myohmy . what a great idea! hahahahahhaha
going to meet yantin now ! bye ! ;D

2008-05-27T17:50:00.000-07:00

went to tampines for lunch at swensens yesterday

& then went to the beach with daddy & marcus .

mummy went shopping .

tsktsk .

thats what happens when parents quarrel .

i think daddy was probably oput of his mind or something .

he was wearing his working suit ,

like all long pants & tie ,

& he wanted to bring us to the beach like that .

the worst part was when we asked him what were we gonna do there ,

he simply said "WALK AROUND."

CALL ME WEIRD .

anyway , he actually wanted to check out that idk what playground thing

which was actually all for kiddos .

like , below THREE PLEASE ? ):

argh . like super wasted trip .

& the rest of the day , no doubt also wasted , spending it there .

anyway , went to Carl's Junior to have a milkshake ,

which daddy bought for 5 BUCKS .

NOW HES REALLY OUT OF HIS MIND .

then we went to the skates shop nearby & well,

marcus & i just sat there & listened to music ,

while the big chooser seriously chose a new pair of skates for like ONE HOUR plus .

man , wouldnt wanna be the salesgirl .

after that , went back to Carl's Junior to have dinner which , myohmy .

was crazy . the burger was humongous .like ALL the burgers .

& the drinks too . the onion rings were suprisingly big . :D

hahahhahaha .so cool man .

the burger's like about 2 times normal size?

hahahahha , after that , went to Kangoo Jumps , & tried on one of them .

super cool la , you can jog with it & it can burn more fats than normal running shoes!

:D we're so gonna rent one of those the next time .

& yeah , its so bouncy! :D

gg to the gym later with yantin ! :D

better get ready!

2008-05-25T05:33:00.000-07:00

All the energy’s being squeezed out of me during these 2 days.
I’m so totally exhausted! ):
Yesterday was the bestbestbest! :D
Wokeup early-morning-glory & went for forest adventure & the reservoir .
Fun bodoh! Cousin came along too! (:
Its much more easier for us (daddy & I) since we alr did it once before .
Super sad when I found out that the last time we went , we missed out
ONE WHOLE ZIP-LINE ! D:
Like wth! So wasted manzx .
Gawd , I think I’m in love with the zip-lines .
It was marcus’s first time on the grand course’s zip-line ,
& he was so scared he actually started talking to himself
& actually peed in his pants . myohmy .
sometimes I really wonder exactly how old he is .
and also , he started hugging the trees like it was his bolster .
that’s how terrified he was .
but I cant really blame him cause it was reallyreally HIGH .
also , learning to be able to land properly became a challenge to us cause
if you don’t land properly , you endup getting sand all over .
out of the 4 ziplines , I scored 2/4
daddy & sanshu scored 4/4 (trust me , they kicked like crazy)
guangwei scored 0/4
marcus scored 3/4 I think .
poor cousin! :D

videos were taken of the zipline rides but it seems I’m not able to post them up.
But I swear that if you get to see them , youll be laughing your asses off completely .
\cause everybody’s kicking like madcows & turning themselves forward
so that they wont land backwards .
the treetop adventures were really challenging but yeah ,
WE DID EVERYTHING !
Which costed us like 2 HOURS .
WHEEEEEE! But it was great fun .
I wished the hotness could go together sometimes but adults would have to accompany .
D:

After that , we drove to parkway & ate @ a Japanese restaurant & I swear the food there is
Awesome . oh yeah , & I’m sure that making sushi for the clique is coming really soon .
:D
after that , went to popular & grabbed all we can .
then , we went to e-hub intending for a movie but didn’t watch one in the end &
ate dinner & Mr.Chicken Rice which I swear is damn bloody nice!
Then we went homeee , exhausted .

Today , had tuition in the morning .
Yes oh yes , I HAVE started on my holiday hmwk!
But its like one page here , one page there .
Hahahahah .
But at least I started okay! :D
I think I suddenly have the drive to like really study , after long lectures from parents .
Not that they ever helped .
ICU for geog! Damn.
Have got to start studying .
& yes , I have plans for holidays alr . I took out a book & wrote them down !
here it is .
1) complete holiday hmwk asap
2) read the bible everyday
3) do QT everyday
4) work out as much as possible & lose the 3 kgs
5) try to spend as much time with clique
6) complete all questions in math textbook
7) complete all questions in assessments
8) revise revise revise !
YEAH ! :D

Hayhahhahahaha ,
Then , after tuition , lunch-ed & then went to expo for the sales
& bought a few stuffs @ the addidas sale . :D
including new school shoes which I got them at only 59 bucks !
hahahahhaa , quite a catch cause the retail price is about a 100 bucks .
:D yay !
then went homeeeee .
& mummy doesn’t allow me to go to the gym so often .
& I’m only allowed on Wednesdays & weekends .
damn grumbled , quarreled .
& now shes showing me the black face .
awh . damn . I thought we agreed ! D:

2008-05-22T03:47:00.000-07:00

SUSHI DATE & GYM (:

on tuesday , had sushi date with hotness ! myohmy , stomach was super bloated . i think we irriated the staff so much by making a lot of noise & keep asking for their service . :D hahahahah , & we were shouting across from table to table like crazy maniacs . i think i cant eat sushi for at least another week . D: GAH .

yesterday , went to the gym with yantin ! (: yay ! ohmy , i'm in love with the gym & very addicted . lets lose some weight ! :D went to the gym alone today again but it was okay . just less company . D: never mind , yantin's coming with me to gym tomorrow ! hahhahaha . wow , gym marathon! :D

2008-05-19T04:13:00.000-07:00

went out with primary school mates yesterday to Marina when I wasnt allowed to go to church with yantin . ): after that went to safra for badminton . super shack la dey . was mainly dehydrated all the way . went to the temple today for vesak day celebration . damn . didnt really do anything , completed three movies there . didnt pray or anything but got hold of the joss sticks and stuffed it in the ashes immediately without praying & escaped unnoticed . no way was I praying to some god I didnt believe in . but i realised that the people there were very friendly , when I thought only people in church were . I think that as long as you truly believe in smth it can really change you despite the religion . after that went down for the prayers but i stayed outside while the rest went inside on their knees & chanted prayers . the temple is really organised , and it even has sunday school and blah . just like a church , but different too . took lunch there & went home for more badminton . :D

2008-05-16T18:52:00.000-07:00

that bloody hacker is pissing me off so much .
god . i bloody dont even know him .
he posted ugly comments on ernest's , yanting's & jame's friendster .
like (insert word here) .
i've changed my password, but god knows if that would be helping .
D:
so sorry for the inconvenience caused .
god knows what else he did .
hazel said shes alr settled for me , but i wasnt very clear .
how could she find out ?
anyway , thankyou hazel . (:
shes like an elder sister to me . :D

2008-05-16T02:25:00.000-07:00

* FRIENDSTER IS CURRENTLY SCREWED & WILL MOST LIKELY BE DELETED . ANY OFFENSIVE COMMENTS POSTED FROM MAY 15, 12 MIDNIGHT ONWARDS IS POSTED BY A HACKER . ANY IDEA WHO THE HACKER IS PLEASE CONTACT ME ASAP . THANKS .

2008-05-14T05:56:00.000-07:00

today after school , yantin , zhiting , ayuni , yanting & dianabei came over to my house to watch ... uh . what was it ?

*a few minutes later*

OH SHIT . I REALLY FORGOT .

okay , fine . laugh your ass off .

BUT . you cant really blame me for not remembering !

cause I was busy in the kitchen trying to be a better host than ENG ZHITING !

THATS ALL! D:

hahahahahhaha . okay zhiting . i was just joking . ):

took bus 21 to my house & I swear dianabei was emo-ing all the way okay!

DONT TRY TO DENY .

oh , & some guy borrowed my umbrella & didnt return! D:

i'm so dead . mum's so gonna kill me if she finds out I lost yet another umbrella .

*gets ready to cry*

so ayuni thought she was all so clever & wanted to show that she did know how to get to

my house so that act-smart zhiting decided to follow her .

so , naturally , the rest of the 4 of us tried to reach my place before both of them .

& just as we reached my house & thought we had won the dumb race .

after a good ten minutes , when we thought they were lost ,

the appeared & scared the hell out of us by coming out of the toilet!

DAMN . they bloody won the race . D:

not saying that theyre smart or anything ...

bthey just won it !

& my maid chose to help them instead of ME .

betrayer! dont friend you alr la . hahahhahaha (:

so childish !

& i remembered during primary one & if you were really bitchy & some best friend

come say that to your face, you would just backfire

"DONT FRIEND LOR!"

hahhahahahah .

tsktsk . kids nowadays .

then we all rode on the roller coaster! :D

hahahhahaha .

zhiting's crazy over it . :D

ohmy , i love my bed ! hahahhahaha .

watched ghostly videos with dianabei & zhiting .

dianabei is so hardcore la , she was laughing all the way at me freaking out .

D: nvm .

then we played bingo , which that ayuniyanti won .

(which was partly because the place she was sitting at had good fengshui)

WHICH also explains the wins in boggle , ALSO .

D: I'm sitting there next time .

hahahahahahaha.

that smartass .

after boggle , we played murderer .

had to force dianabei to play . tsktsk .

she ah . she says she doesnt play anything other than twister .

): crazy girl .

oh , & yanting & ayuni have really short lives .:D

always the first ones to die . hahahahaha

& i think yanting & yantin have really bad eyesight .

i blinked @ yantin & she was supposed to die but she didnt see it

& I blinked @ yanting & she was supposed to be saved by me but she didnt see it ALSO .

tsktsk . & she even went arnd claiming the nurse wasnt doing anything .

HAH . :D

then they went homeeee. (:

2008-05-13T03:27:00.000-07:00

I SEE CRAZY , RETARDED PEOPLE . OHMY . :D

'movie-marathon-ed' at my house today . (:

hahahhahahahah . well, sortof , since we only completed one movie I KNOW WHO KILLED ME . its gross but thrilling !

anyway , watched the first part of 'Click' which zhiting brought . halfway through the first half , everybody was falling asleep . ): hahahhaha oh, & theres still a mountain of noodles in my fridge . hahahahaha .

had the secret talk thing after that which was kinda messy .

& yes , there is a thrilling & fun ride in my house!

THE BED .

hahahahhaah .

the bed is like a lever; it is able to lift up & stay there .

so, the crazy girls went on the bed ,

slowly climb upwards , which ended up in a SLAM down .

:D hahahahahah super fun la .

jerlyn's so small that i'd bet if shes a little bit lighter she would be out of the window in minutes . :D hahahhahah.

& then we took pictures, pictures & more pictures which stupid canon's battery died halfway . D:

waiting for yantin to put up the rest ! (:

i think i'm so fat .

looks like its time for marathon exercise .

going for a jog now , byebye .

had fun with the girls today . (:

2008-05-12T05:44:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER . :D

like yay, yay, yay ! (:
english paper today was relatively okay i guess .
i'd better treasure the time I have before my results are out .
bet theyre so screwed . D:

went to the beach with huiying & jerlyn today .
had a sortof all-secrets out thing ?
idk . didnt quite feel like it was official .
but oh, nevermind .
cam-whored, & was supposed to go to the HORSE FARM ?
ohmy. i didnt know a HORSE FARM even existed !
tsktsk . super suaku la . actually , upsized suaku .
but didnt make it to the horse farm anyway . D:
next time uh .

then we went to E-Hub .
oh, its just food, food, & more food .
nothing to shop about .
the explorer kids my cousins were talking about looked really cool ,
but i cant possibly get in there to just touch it without un-sizing myself ,
which obviously isnt possible .
so yeah , maybe I'll work there sometime .
HAH . :D

tomorrow's marking day & huiying's coming over for movie marathon .
:D
yay yay yay! love huiying! (:

2008-05-08T21:50:00.000-07:00

1.useless?
me ? NO.
2. What object in your room is really
important to you?
my pads . :}
3. Are you good at hiding your
feelings?
yes , very .
4. Do you smile a lot?
hell yes . :D see ?
5. Would you kiss an ugly person for
$10,000?
never .
6. Where were you today?
school thn white sands .
7. What kind of sense of humor do you
have?
uhm , a very good one . heh .
8. Do you usually tell people when they
hurt your feelings?
nope .
9. Do your initials spell out a word?
S.T.M.R ? switch them around & you get S.M.R.T . (:
10. When is the last time you talked to
an ex?
months .
11. How often do you give high fives?
very often . (: with my crazy monkeys in class , there are always chances for high-fives . (:
12. If you had to delete one person off your top friends list, who would it be?
none of them . I wouldnt sacrifice any .
13. Is your shirt new?
yeah , i think so . uniform .
14. Where is the last place you went out to eat?
uhm , epo sushi ?
15. Have you bought any clothing items in the past week?
yup . a new tank top from OP. (:
16. Do you live near your ex?
used to, but now hes far far away .
17. If you could have anything right now, what would it be?
its a secret . [:
18. Has your house ever been TPd?
oooh , whats that ?
19. Did you sing in the shower today?
yes . every single day.
20. Who was the last person you went shopping with?
is forcing jerlyn to go to get smth with me counted ? :D
21. Where is the last place you went shopping?
white sands . (:

2008-05-07T22:17:00.000-07:00

science papers today .
so dead .
i'm prepared to fail chem & physics .

BUMMER .
nevermind .
went out for brunch with
huiying, jerlyn, zhiting & yantin . (:
thn went home .
thats it for today .

i wished I had enough courage to say
' hey, i'm quitting with or without your consent .'
i wanna come late with jerlyn & hazel & sit with zhiting .
i want to do this, do that .
GAH.

whatever .
daddy showed us this really 'freak-me-out' video
which shocked me , totally .
get this.

boarding trains in china is no easy task as compared to in Singapore.
very most in singapore, you just squeeze in a bit ,
but in china .
ohmygawd. you have no idea how they squeeze .
they , ALL THE PUSH, PUSH, PUSHWAY.
as in seriously push with a lot of strength .
theres a 'queue' like a bout 1.5 metres long outside the already fully packed cabin door,
& looks like nobody's gonna make it but nobody's giving up .
everybody's pushing like crazy but nobody minds cause everyone's about in the same situation.

& there are people in soldier-like uniforms whose jobs are simply just to PUSH people into the train . madness .
& it took 6 of those men to push everybody into the train.
ohmy. its a wonder they dont make headlines for the highest number of people
who died from suffocating in trains.

so you complain about crowded trains in singapore?
hahhahahaha .
& daddy said this really lame joke & ended up laughing it all off by himself.
"just imagine if somebody doesnt wash his armpits for two days!"
& then he went hysterical .

COMPLETE NUTS.
to be exact.

boarding a train in china ? remember your oxygen tank .
youre gonna need it .

2008-05-06T23:20:00.000-07:00

today was math paper 2 .
the 5 marks questions were a killer .
good luck to me & everybody else aye .
i dont know why , but i dont feel like puting in smileys now .
had a talk with huiying at the bustop today .
she took the bus with me although she could have walked .
i cant help but smile at this . so, (: .
shes the sweetest thing .
i breathed a sighof relief when we didnt have that secret talk thing today .
guess i'm not ready to give it away .
i think its fine to keep it to myself ,
& i'd rather it like that .
cause theres every possibility that it'll spill with so many people knowing .
not that I dont trust the girls ,
but i like it the way it is now , & i dont want any clues given away .
funny how things turn out uh .

oh, i think i'm in love with FABER DRIVE .
go listen to these songs ,
1. Second Chance
2. When I'm With You
3. Tongue Tied

I swear you wont regret it .

2008-05-05T00:31:00.000-07:00

had Chinese paper one & history paper today.
finally, history's over.
have been mugging hard for history ystd. ):
super exhausted.
now I can click refresh and delete everything from my brain which concerns
HISTORY .

*CLICK!* okay , bye history! :D
wont miss you, dont love you.
but at least this year's history is much interesting than last year's.

oh, i'm listening to backstreet boys now.
i totally love their voices!
so..so.. ANGELIC.
(: hah. dont mind me.

I think i'm gonna fail chinese paper cause I wrote so
bloody long for that letter writing which is only 20 marks,
& wrote barely one & a half pages for the 50 marks one.
i must be SO, SO, SO, dumb.

after school ended, stayed back to clean up the class.
now the class is like superduperuber clean,
thanks to zhiting, me and jerlyn. :D
yay yay yay!
its like I can ice-skate on it now.
aaaahhh!
cant wait to paint our class!
like whooper-lala! :D

after exams, i'm so gonna work out everyday to burn all those fats.
must be disciplined!
playing badminton is really a fast & effective way to burn fats !
play one game, & i sweat like crazy.
if you wanna sweat more, play with people who suck.
hahahahahah, no offence.
ohmy, i think i really am gonna quit prefects.
i think alot of them suck a hell lot.
well, my batch luh. gah.

& i hate where I'm being put at.
FLAGS.
everytime you disappear, or they cant find you which flag youre
pulling, she gives you the stupid face.
wtf. i get so damn-ed bloody pissed off. & i cant believe I have to carry on
pulling the bloody flag until I find a way to quit prefects.
well, its not so bad if you dont keep showing me the face,
thankyou very much.
its not my problem if you cant find me,
that you come late,
or you just dont tell me when you see me,
when you know that I'm there,
having to wait til the last minute okay.
its such a stupid decision to join prefects, really.
i miss syaheida so uber much.
its just not the same without her.
well, if i dont get to quit prefcts, i'm gonna quit flags.
I cant wait to say goodbye & slam the door in your face.

2008-05-02T18:06:00.000-07:00

REPLIES TO TAGS :
guangwei : oh , you went for camp alr ? cool . so, was it MOE dairy farm ? (:
JIAYING: great! (: the holidays are coming really soon , love .
armpartner(: : yes! (: we shall . loveyou , not forgetting our long ago date too!
sunshine : hahahahahah , i didnt name a hamster rabbit! my friend's named rabbit , the hamster was for her. (:
miko : hahahhaha, goodluck & thankyou! (:

2008-05-02T01:44:00.000-07:00

RABBIT'S BIRTHDAY TODAY (:

happy birthday rabbit! iloveyou! :D

this is the hamster zhiting, hazel, jerlyn & i bought for gloria . :D

so cute lah! I'm her godmother,

zhiting's her godfather,

jerlyn' her playmate

& hazel's her sexmate. T.T

hahahahhahahahahahha.

it spent a 3 day 2 night camp at my house .

& over this past few days,

i have like developed a relationship with it!

aaahhhhh. gloria can i not give it to you ? hahhahahhha!

its so cute luh. i wanna buy one for myself but mummy doesnt allow.

whats she with animals anyway. argh. oh nevermind.

when I grow up, I'm gonna turn my house into an animal farm.

& she cant do anything about it cause its MY house . shout hurray.

*HURRAY*

made clique recess today! shout hurray.

*HURRAY*

since the theme is anything that starts with A,

so the only thing i could think of was APPLE.

"An apple a day makes the doctor jobless someday"

hahahahahahah, super funny lah, found it on huiying's blog .

& also brought hershey's chocolate . (;

bought the chocolate cream from the ice cream topping one ,

which saves all the melting and stuff .

SMART EH! :D

tsktsk , selfpraise.

so all you have to do is to dip the apple into the chocolate . (;

& the girls made a huge mess out of it . :D

ILOVETHENEWHOTNESS (:

& thankyou hazel lee for your lovely rose . (: its still alive .

hahahahha, that rose is one of the roses that has the longest life.

&, i think HAN HUIYING is one of the loveliest girls I've ever met.

I love talking to her , listening to her . (:

shes very truthful & says exactly how she feels & what she thinks.

& i'm happy that she is able to confide in me, talk to me .

& make little hush-hush-es . :D

she is big loved. (:

I LOVE YOU ARM PARTNER !

its a wonder how some friends treasure you .

I started thinking like that cause I have these really wonderful two true best friends in my life who constantly think of me & message me although we have not

met for almost half a year already .

one half is in toapayoh , the other in bedok .

though we're distances apart , our hearts are linked .

they constantly message me to find out how I am doing , & i really appreciate them.

TRINA YOUNG & TRICIA YOUNG , ILOVEYOU, TWINS .

theyre the coolest pair of twins I've ever met .

superlove them.

i miss mindchamps la dey.

MAKES ME WONDER SECTION

TODAY,

on the way to the bustop, i saw this man carrying a toddler waiting on a curb for a taxi.

there was another woman down further , about a 3 metres , smoking .

the toddler was crying " mummy! mummy!"

& I first thought that the woman was standing at such a distance to prevent the smoke from

reaching the toddler .

The woman was wearing a red lacy singlet & black skinnies .

she was so young , and a mother alr .

then , the father boarded the taxi with the toddler , leaving

the mother there .

they did not make any form of goodbye or any sort .

& the tension there was just tense .

idk what to think .

it just MAKES ME WONDER .

2008-04-26T08:28:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY
was CHAN YANTING'S birthday! (;
happy birthday, girl!
hope you had a happyhappy birthday!
went to eng zhiting's house after school to do the english newsletters.
super hilarious.
BBRRRR-BRRRRR-BRRRRR-BREAST! :D
hahahahahha, its not possible to type out a 200 word essay at zhiting's house.
really, seriously. at least not without refering back to the paper about a godzillion times
to look for where you had stopped copy-typing.
ROFL.
ohyeah, & i finally know what is ROFL.
hahahahahah, thanks to jiajin.
like I only found out that pink dolphin was a sweet drink this year.
seriously. i thought it was mineral water. smart ah? heh.

FRIDAY
was clique recess.
SORRY GIRLS!D:
I'm really, utterly, truly sorry.
I couldnt bring the salmon cause my mid forgot to put it back into the fridge, so it spoilt,
& then I decided to cook soup,
which I planned to cook it during home econs period,
but it turned out that our class wasnt cooking that day,
so I asked mrs choo if she would lend me the kitchen, she said no.
but still, i'm very sorry.
Jerlyn brought sotong balls
Zhiting brought nuggets
Ayuni brought this super delicious sotong
huiying bought fish
& hazel bought rice (:
so much rice! I was so full afterwards.
i promise to make it up to you girls.
PROMISE TO THE EXTREME.

TODAY
I woke up today & teared.
it was the article about the death of Russell Koh.
Its so sad, to just see their loss.
why must god take him away so soon?
he's still so young.
life's just so pathetic.
imagine his parents misery.
and his friend.
it could have been just anyone.
i cant bear to think of it.
GOODBYE, RUSSELL.
REST IN PEACE.

2008-04-23T03:38:00.000-07:00

REPLIES TO TAGS:
Jiaying: hey love, sorry i wasnt able to join you guys on saturday. ): next time aye.
Jerlyn: (: hahahahah, i got two pink dolphins anyway!
Danielxzxzxzx: hahahaha, okay, i kno. you suck too. (: HAHAHA.
Weijian: I voted for weiling! (:
WILFRED: HMPH, who says so. i dont need YOURS! I have my own. nehnehnipoopoo!
ying(: : hahahahah, i'm gonna use that bookmark for all the books that I read! (: loveyou, arm partner! :D
miko: hahaha, i think its jiu cheng gao. my bad. (: thanks anw.
Jerlyn: so what? (;
clarice: hahahahah, you are so random laa. :D
***guang***: hello cousin! (:
Weijian: no worries, its some guy from my class.
ying(: : really? okay, youre first on my list thn. :D hahahaha.

2008-04-20T04:32:00.000-07:00

have you ever wondered what your prince charming would look like?
dont believe those put an apple on your head and stand in front of the mirror
@ 12 am crap shit.
I would never know unless someone would invent a time traveler for me.
that would be so cool! :D
but the thing is, who?
hmm, my dream prince would be
someone who makes me laugh when I'm down,
someone who knows how I'm feeling just by looking at me,
someone who knows me inside out,
someone who is alwaysalways there for me when I'm down,
someone who will put away whatever he is doing when I need him,
someone who will spend his life making my dreams come true,
someone who only have eyes for me,
someone who is always thinking of me,
someone who would point out my mistakes,
someone who would let me win a fight,
someone who would suprise me,
someone who would give his life for me,
someone who would sacrifice his dreams for me,
someone who wouldnt think that to ride on a duck is stupid,
someone who would love the beach as much as I do,
someone who would want to include me in every chapter of his life,
someone who would truly love me.

well, if you think you can make it, email me at www.YOUMUSTBECRAZY@hotmail.com
I guess I can only carry on dreaming. (:

2008-04-18T08:34:00.000-07:00

Today was Hotness recess! (:
I bought the jiu ding gao from bengawan solo,
& everybody ate it my way! YAY! :D
we would peel one layer off, roll it around our fingers, then pull it off using your mouth!
so fun bodoh!
hahahhahahaha.
ayuni made reallyreally chocolatety biscuits which were really delicious,
hazel bought the italian biscuits which were really sweet,
zhiting brought the muffins which she claims to have baked it herself
& Jerlyn bought Julie's Cookies. (:
huiying and yantin forgot to bring theirs, but it was okay. :D
next friday's theme would be carbohydrates! coooool! (:
hahahahhaah.
I love fridays laaa.

Today was speech day too! (:
I was down for duty as usher-er.
I had to put on the flower thing for sister Maria which I squashed at the end.
D: gah. went to watch thye performance with ayuni...
for the prize presentation.
GO WILFRED! (: that smartass.

2008-04-16T03:20:00.000-07:00

today was okay,
except for mrs tang, our old literature teacher.
D:
BAH!
I was just asking daniel smth & she looked stared at me & asked me to
move my table sideways, away from daniel's, until she said stop.
so I shifted, & shifted, & shifted.
she didnt say stop.
& she continued her lesson.
so, since she said to move until she said stop, which she didnt,
I shifted until I joined tables with kaisheng & qijun.
a few minutes later,

Mrs Tang : why are you so near to his table? smth's wrong with you. you like to be near to guys uh?
Me : BUT YOU DIDNT SAY STOP WHAT.
Mrs Tang : oh, blahblahblah.. & bursts out laughing.
Mrs Tang : shift back.

I dont like her.
gahgahgah.
during PTD, she totally told my parents that I didnt study for tests, & didnt pay attention in class, when she did not know who I even was, cause I didnt go for PTD, &
condems me with these accusations, just by looking at my marks.
she even told my parents, that she is the kind of teacher, that explains until there is nothing to explain anymore.

OMG. LIKE SO BHB CAN.
SHES NOT THAT GREAT ANW.
D:
hah.

okay, I've finished flaming about her. bye.

2008-04-14T01:57:00.000-07:00

VOTE FOR YEO SHUSHAN (:

THE VICE-HEAD ELECTIONS ARE HERE!

VOTE FOR MY MENTOR, YEO SHUSHAN! :D

ALLOW HER TO TAKE ON THE LEAD!

GIVE HER YOUR VOTE!

2008-04-14T01:36:00.000-07:00

went to IKEA ystd. boring shyt uh.

went home for taekwondo after that.

boring too. training was tough uh.

PATTERN! PATTERN! PATTERN!

wlao. was totally pissed at sir la.

youre not doing this correctly!

that also! still wanna COMPLAIN!

argh. I shld just quit after this grading, which will be this SUNDAY.

ohno. wish me luck. after that which we will have to buy the groin, arm, leg guards,

which would cost 60 bucks altogether. wth.

*CHING!CHING!* D:

have you seen my fridge? hahahaha.

my family hardcore ah? :D

GOODBYE PEOPLE. (:

2008-04-11T00:53:00.000-07:00

Many days have passed & my blogs hasnt been keeping up with me uh. D: well, let these pictures depict the story. (: Firstly, I wanna say a reallyreally BIG THANKYOU TO DIANABEI, MY SIOL PARTNER for the cereal! :D loveyou! & also, I wanna thank HANHUIYING for the sandwiches! (: hahahahah. (: let me explain the banana pictures. My brother was making a big fuss out of the seeds of the banana so had my maid to take it out. argh. he can be quite a fuss sometimes. D: & during the last few days, we were having our haiexperiential. (: went to Mount Faber and Clarke Quay. The pictures were in the last post. :DMount Faber was a BORE, like seriously. But at Clarke Quay, things started to get hot! BURNING HOT! I loved the bridge there; it was all so sceneric. plus, the TOURISTS there too! omg. There was this reallyreally times 10000 hothothot angmoh guy there. We sneaked pictures of him & hi brother caught us in the crime! not me, but that retarded ENGZHITING. :D so sad lah. halfway, he walked back in the dirction of Fullerton Hotel. DDDDDD: we were all emo-ing about him on the way back. sigh. we had CIP at an old folks home. The whole thing was fulfilling and interesting & fun. (:Our group sung "yi ren yi ban" and many of the school hymns, and also played the ball game with them. (: I look forward to another visit there again. Theyre all really little poor things. maybe one day the hotness shld organise an outing there! (: that would be really meaningful for all of us. :D

ystd during PE, Zhiting & I collected money for president star charity

to help her brother collect funds. the winner will win 2 tickets to france!

OMG. hahahah. (:

hope he win aye! he alr managed to collect the most in his class!

yayness! :D

hahaahha. & next week I'm gonna do PE cause I want that 6 bucks I'm gonna roll for

from edwin & benjamin chan! hyeaahahaha!

I just have to roll 14 times & 6 bucks in! *CHINGCHING!*

hahahahha.

Hotness brought their rolls to school today except for me.

I totally spoiled it luh.

I feel so guilty.

I bought the salmon but I didnt cook it.

I totally forgot about friday recess rolls.

SORRY HOTNESS. D:

but I luckily I had home econs before recess & it was practical examination, & I cooked

tomyam seafood salmon noodle soup! :D

hahahhaha.

today after school, many things happened. sigh.

I dont even wanna talk about it. took bus home with yantin & yanhow.

I missed han huiying today.

I am really sorry for what I said & I regret it.

I know its too late cause I've alr said it, but still, sorry.

I reflected on my actions, & i despised myself.

you were right to lecture me.

I swear I'll never do any of that kind of thing ever again.

& thats a promise.

2008-04-09T01:48:00.000-07:00

REPLIES TO TAGS (:

Zhiting : wlaooo.. so sad uh! D:
miko : hahahah. pretty obvious ah? (;
yw : okay, soon! (;
candy : np! just as long the hot guy's picture doesnt disappear! :D
jingwen : hahahaha. sure, np! (:

2008-04-07T04:14:00.000-07:00

WE MAKE PRETTY GOOD STALKERS :D

class outing today. since a picture says a thousand words, let them tell you what happened today. (:

2008-04-05T05:47:00.000-07:00

LABELS: DOWN AND OUT
my mood has been kindof down, grumpy & sad these days.
well, i guess its cause of everything that is happening.
things I know about, things I cant know about but want to know,
things I want to do but cannot do, too many things to do. BLAHBLAH.
RAWR.
I feel like screaming out loud.
first hazel, then yantin, then ayuni, then huiying, then ryan.
hazel & yantin, please tell me when its over.
ayuni, please get over him. hes not worth your tears.
huiying, cheerup. have faith. everythings going to be okay.
ryan, idk how you feel, but my heart goes out to you.
i cant understand how you feel, but seeing those scars on your hands, I just feel so sad
& hurt for you.
I hope somebody would be there to take away your pain & sorrows.
lets just hope you keep your promise.
I've kept mine, so you keep yours.
go to church, listen to god.
I think you going to church would benefit you a whole lot.
& I know you listen to hazel, so please do, ryan.
youre so young and youre going through so much alr.
its so unfair.

Replies to tags :

Donovan : break rules? nono, i'm a good girl. (:

Yantin : (: you girls are the best damn thing that has ever happened to me.

Samantha : okay. (:

ying(: : loveyoutoo, girl.

candy & gengyi : thanks, i'm fine now. (:

sunshine : hahahaha. hello sunshine! (: i will. next saturday! :D

ying(: : ily too, dear. muacks

2008-04-01T02:22:00.000-07:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY PEOPLE. (:
wasnt much of a fun april fools day for me though. ):
stayed home sick, so couldnt go to school. D:
al I have been doing is spitting out trucklouds of bloody phleagm, emptying tissue boxes, cold sweating, sleeping, eating, & doing my math. how boring. D:
guess I have to wait til next year aye. ):
why cant there be TWO april fools?
back to algebra, bye. D: I CANT WRITE PROPERLY WHEN MY HAND'S SHAKING. DD:

2008-03-31T01:37:00.000-07:00

THANKS FOR THE CUPCAKE, CHUWEN (:
Chuwen baked a cupcake each for all of us today!
thanks love! :D
its reallyreally nice & you dont have to force me to say its nice, dear. (:
I look forward to GRCY's bakery shop!
hahahahah.
today was a sortofnthtodo kindof day.
had chemistry modular today. it was well, okay luh.
i might pass it, might fail it. D:
felt reallyreally sick in the morning,
& sorry to flag girls that I had to pangseh all of you for the
air-conditioner in the office uh.
I really am tired alr.
ystd I had taekwondo at night & the whole class had to pangseh me for some climbing up the staircase thing.
THEY CLIMBED 12 STOREYS 3 TIMES. D:
i missed out cause of my bloody knee.
but trina kept me company messaging me. (:
trina & tricia are a pair of twins I will forever remember.
its so true, that true friends come by only once in a while. :D
MINDCHAMPS CLASS, I MISS ALL OF YOU. ):

2008-03-29T08:31:00.000-07:00

CLARKE QUAY (:

went to clarke quay with family ystd to eat at dunno where. hahhaaa.

the buffet rocks man, seriously. :D

we were sitting outside & the table beside us were quarrelling. three sisters, about 21? and their parents. damn interesting siol!

then mummy shifted inside, claiming it was hot.

It wasnt luh. plus the music outside was great. Inside's just the piano going "TING! TING! TIONG!" boring.

It was so boring I was writing words with chocolate from the chocolate fountain. GAH.

then we went walking along clarke quay.

anyway, sorry I couldnt make it with you all to go blading cos of this.

had tuition just now, chemistry. (:

my snot fountain's flowing like a river now.

*TISSUE BOX!*

2008-03-28T22:49:00.000-07:00

REPLIES TO TAGS (:
Diana : YA! I'm so jealous lor! :D no worries, you'll get one percent of my shares kay? XD
ying(: : dont be, darl. the bread rolls tasted fine! theyre so cute! (: ILY.
Hazel : I KNEW THAT LOR. I was just waiting for you to point that out. XD hahahah. loveyou! oh yes, I cant enter your lifejournal. webpage cannot be displayed. D:

I'm doing IPW now. ): bye people!
& I'm going to clarke quay later! :D
BYE. (:

2008-03-28T07:03:00.000-07:00

guess who's that? Lolls. :D read the below post to understand this madness. (:

2008-03-28T06:54:00.000-07:00

OH YAY! (:
I’m here to blog! Post! Whatever!
Hahahahah.

YESTERDAY (THURSDAY) (:
I made salad for my clique!
I woke up at like what? 4.30 to boil the potatoes, hotdogs, clean the grapes and fry scrambled eggs. (:
but it was worth it, almost the whole container was gone! :D
it was like A LOT, seriously.
but the potatoes sucked. Shouldn’t have taken out the skin.
GAH.
next time I wont put potatoes okay chuwen? (:
Hahahahah.
my salad damn special SIOL! (hahahah. Influenced by DIANA) :D
there were hotdogs, lettuce, grapes, tomatoes, salad cream & 6 eggs, scrambled. (:
COOL SIOL! :D
Hahahahaah.
& also, zhiting bought a box of cereal for us! :D
& she bought us milk to go with it too! (:
THANKS HONEY! (:
& also, the way our clique eat cereal is the most creative of all SIOL!
Hahahahah.
we put the cereal into our mouth, then sip our milk, then we shake our head left to right rapidly, then finally, we force it down our throat! :D
Hahahahahah.
then after school, went to whitesands with Jerlyn, Yantin, Rishon, Gloria, Chuwen & Zhiting. (:
Zhiting & Jerlyn left for SLC after buying bubble tea, & we met Yu-en & Yujing too! :D
then we went to KFC to have lunch.
then Gloria & I left for CCA. (:
that crazy girl! :D
we were practically behaving like people from woodbridge la!
Lolls. We were running half of the way, catching each other & then we played Indian movie! :D hahahahha
Oh yea, & GLORIA HO * * OWES ME 5 BUBBLE TEA! :D
cause she couldn’t answer my question correctly.
HAH. & I don’t want a tree! I DIDN’T SAY THREE IN THE FIRST PLACE, GLORIA. :D
you dumbdumb. Hahahahah
& I pasted the tree picture you drew for me on my whiteboard with all my other cards! Hahahahah. (:
OHYES. IF GLORIA ASKS YOU IF YOU MISSED HER WHEN SHES GONE, SAY NO. (:
AND YOULL SCREAM. :D
why? I wont tell you. Go try! (;
Gloria’s such a darling uh. (;
then after drama took the train with Jerlyn, Lionel & Marcus. (:
alighted @ bedok with Jerlyn & Lionel thn
Lionel & I went off to int.
Hahahahha.
& lionel fell for my IQ trick questions! That dumbdumb! :D
& he stole my pokipoki. ):
hahahahah.

TODAY (FRIDAY) (:
Made recess for clique again!
we have decided that everybody will cook smth for recess every Friday!
Hahahahah.
so cute uh!
just like Gloria’s clique, but their’s is Wednesday. (:
I forgot that I had to make recess for today, so I rushed & managed to fry up scrambled eggs & hotdogs in the morning. (: *CLAPS!* :D
Huiying bought buns
Ayuni made erm, was is eggs or smth? Or isit French toast? I think its French toast, and it tasted wonderful!
Yantin made sandwiches
Jerlyn made strawberry jelly
Zhiting made ham sandwiches
Hazel prepared but forgot to bring it. ):

Anyway, they all tasted great! ESPECIALLY ZHITING’S SANDWICH! :D
will you make more next time? Pleeeaassee? (:
Hahahahahah.
THANKS GIRLS! (: ILOVEYOU.
next Friday, we’re all gonna bring a different type of cereal each, while hazel will bring milk! (:
& omg, I think it will be like a lot.
just imagine 6 medium sized boxes of cereal!
WOW.
& we’re gonna do the head shaking thing too! :D
hahahaha.
After school, went to eat macs with Jerlyn & Annette.
met Zhiting, Hazel, AYuni & Yanting there. (:
we munched ice & then we spat into the straw & blew!
*SPLAT!*
zhiting’s the victim. Hahahaahh
poor girl. Go shower with dettol & get rid of all those germs dear. (:
hahahahahah.
then Jerlyn & I bused to whitesands NTUC. (:
& we behaved like primary school kids! :D
we rented the trolley & I sat in it. Hahahahha
jerlyn, I want that retarded picture of me! :D
hahahahha.
Everybody was practically staring at me uh. (:
I told Jerlyn to be natural & pretend that I belonged in the trolley & quit laughing
but she wouldn’t, which attracted stares, so its her fault! :D
Ahahahahah. Joking.
then it was her turn to sit. Hahahahha
The staff scolded me for it when she was the one sitting inside.
& jerlyn got away with everything luh, just by pretended to look injured.

Staff: excuse me, sorry but youre not allowed to sit in the trolley.
Me: erm, sorry.
(Jerlyn had her head down)
Staff: what happened to her?
Me: erm, her leg pain.
Staff: sorry, but its not for carrying people.
Me: okay, fine.
(walks off with the trolley)

hahahahhaha. Then jerlyn had to pretend that her leg was injured.
:D
ohyea.
& I got scolded by ms ng today. ):
I was standing behind Clarissa while to fastened the rope to the pole when I heard

“AS A PREFECT,”
then I turned my head and saw ms ng talking to me.
“ LOOK AT YOUR SOCKS. HOW COME I CAN ONLY SEE THE SING? WHERE’S THE HAI?”
me: sorry.
“ IS YOUR BLOUSE TUCKED IN?”
me: yes.
Ms ng walks off.
luckily she didn’t scream uh.
or else it would be damn bloody embarrassing, in front of the whole school summore.
poor Yixin got screamed by her.
I’m so sick of teachers using prefects as an excuse to scold me.
& I’m disappointed that I’m not chosen for SLC.
Shushan said cause I didn’t say I wanted to go or else I would have gone.
Wth. But she promised I’ll be in for the next one.
although I don’t do my duties anymore &
Zariel & Shirley are being so irritating asking me to do my duties.
how can I quit without getting scolded?
I’d bet shushan would be disappointed with me.
HOW? D:

I'm listening to LOW now. (:
AND SHE GOT LOW
LOW
LOW
LOW.

Bye people! (:

2008-03-25T02:10:00.000-07:00

REPLY TO TAGS
Candy: hahahhhaha. my dear girl, you sound so emotional! lols. I was touched by the bravery of the boy. (: Finally someone who knows how to appreciate a wonderful movie. hahahs.
Diana: hahahahaha. someone shld have recorded the sound effect & sell it online; would probably make millions SIOL! :D hahahahaha. DIANA I WANT YOUR HAVANIAS SIOL! :D
Yantin: sweetheart, ily too, more than you love me. (:
Huiying: Thankyou darl, youre my thoughtful little angel. (: loveyou.

RED & GREEN reminds me of trina's clips.
imy girl. ):
I seem to be missing so many aliens from different planets nowadays.
why cant I have them all at once, to be with me forever & ever?
I would do anything to let this happen.
I cant imagine that as I grow older, I'll be missing more people each day.
soon, the hotness will be in different polys & JCs alr.
): I dont want to think that way, I want to think that we will still stay as close as ever,
but thats just natural.
i miss people from mindchamps, primary school, and *.
today reminded me of you, & no matter how much I try to put you away from my head,
I would have to be reminded of you again.
I dont want to emo about you, cause I dont want to pull others down with my emotions.
thankgod I remained calm today.
I dont think justice have been served for you,
& I dont think that your family is doing anything either.
I cant help but miss you too, when I see *.
what happened to you remains a mystery remains to be solved, & I dont think it will be
anytime soon, not in a very long time.
15th of august, a day I will forever remember.
on that day, I will allow my emotions to flow.
goodbye, love.

2008-03-25T01:04:00.000-07:00

Today is a reallyreally sad day.
well, just one thing can get my whole mood down.
GAH.
lets see.
prefects in the morning.
The sec 4s are going to step down already!
WLAO.
I’ll miss syaheida sosososo much.
I don’t know how I’m supposed to survive in prefects any longer.
I’m not doing practically all my recess duties anymore,
& how I wish mr gng would allow me to quit, &
maybe I just might join sports leaders or just be a normal student.
I intended to slack my way through & let them sack me,
but its so difficult.
I look at Ginko’s case & I give up.
Gawh.
I wanna QUIT. QUIT. QUIT.
then it was class, class, class.
Jerlyn baked a cake for us. (:
THANKYOU JERLYN SWEETHEART! :D
it wasn’t that bad la.
it was tasty, but next time tell me it’s a mooncake & I’ll tell you it taste really good.
(: thanks for the effort darling, really appreciate it.
after school, went to banquet to eat with yantin & Jerlyn.
THE WANTON MEE ROCKS. :D
hahahahahahaha.
okay, huiying, say what you want, but I loveeeee it! (:
took the train to bedok interchange with Jerlyn & we saw Joshua chia
& Jacqueline.
Oh, guess what, we saw Joshua & he was like wth,
still the same with his super fake trying to act cool poses & moves.
like he was frantically typing on his keypad & pretending to look busy
While stealing glances at us. How comical. :D
Oh nevermind.
JACQUELINE.
I felt really down that when she saw me
& knew it was me, she didn’t make any move.
I didn’t know it was her until I boarded the bus.
if I knew it was her, I would have went up to her & hug her so tightly,
that’s if she would let me anyway.
she is my best friend, & I use IS cause to me, she still is.
I feel so disappointed.
cause I don’t think she takes me as a friend anymore,
& I am perhaps just bitch-talk for her & her friends.
my primary school clique, Jacqueline, Jiaying, Menglee, & Liting,
we were very, well, together.
perhaps that was the past, but well.
I really treasure the past a lot.
I remember how we used to print out lyrics & keep them in files &
sing them behind the van during recess,
how we used to hang out outside school together eating lunch together
almost everyday, how we used to play at the playground with the enormous
swing & we swung til we felt like puking.
those were such wonderful times I would forever treasure.
these memories would stay embedded in my hearts for as long as I live.
I still have the file with all the lyrics with me, & all the presents & cards you girls
made & gave me.
I remember how we all used to fall for the same guy, & come to think of it, it all sounds so silly.
The silly fights we had & how all of you were there for me when my grandfather
passed away. How you all came running to me when I flunked math &
cried in the toilet cubicle, all these, I remember so vividly.
I don’t want our friendship to end, but there has been a dramatic change in all of us, & we’re all not that innocent anymore.
different secondary schools, we hardly stay in contact anymore.
everyone’s busy with their own stuff, not having any time to spare.
Jacqueline, I really miss you so much. When I was on the bus & realized it was you,
I really wanted to hop off at the next stop & run back to hug you.
but seeing you like this, its like you stabbed a knife into my heart without
moving a finger at all. I know you knew it was me all along & all you could
do was to stare at me for idk how long.
when I looked at you, I was just about to comment to jerlyn how short your skirt was.
but I didn’t know it was you cause you had your face down all along.
& you reborned your hair, plus that long fringe.
you have become so ahlian, idk what to say.
I miss the old you SO MUCH! DO YOU KNOW?!
you will forever be my best friend, no matter what you become to,
cause I know that beneath all the appearance, theres this tinge of what you used to mean to me.
I don’t think my tears would mean anything to you now.
I haven’t seen you for over a year, & we only had this msn conversation once,
which was how long ago. When I tell you I miss you, I really mean it. But when you say
you missed me back, I don’t think you even meant it.
I don’t know what to think.
& plus, I suppose you have cut off all contact with the rest of the girls,
cause they say you don’t answer their calls or reply to their messages.
I don’t know if they feel the same as I do, they probably hate you or smth for doing that to them, but they only wanted to patch up the distance.
we all used to be so close, but now all that’s left of me to you is just a bitch who cant be compared to your friends.
maybe I’m not fit, or we don’t belong in the same range or smth,
but how could you bear to throw away this 3 year friendship that we once treasured.
don’t you remember the time when we note our wishes on a piece of paper
& we climbed this very high hill & hid it above there?
how we promised to go back every year to see if our wishes have been fulfilled?
how you fell down the hill one time & got sent to hospital?
do you remember all these?! JACQUELINE LIM LI YUN? );
my heart hurts so much when you did not attempt to at least say hello,
or smile, & even hid from me by keeping your head down?
I feel so hurt, Jacqueline.
but I know that, being in Pingyi, peer pressure is very high,
but if you really treasured our friendship that much, it would stay strong no matter
the distance nor the difficulties that we face.
all I can say is that I’m so disappointed, cause nobody could ever take the place you have in my heart, love.
I love you so godamned much, no matter how you might bitch about us.
I miss you so much, no matter how much you have changed.
my heart hurts so much whenever I see this sec one girl in my school that looks so much like the old you. The old wavy long hair, big eyes, fair face.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH YOU FOOL..
I FEEL SO SAD & DISAPPOINTED.
I WANT THE OLD YOU BACK. );

2008-03-22T23:51:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY
was sports heats.
oh well, it rained.
nono. not rained, POURED.
well, oh well. went to the stadium anyway,
with jerlyn, yantin, hazel, yanting, ... blahblah.
just sat there & talked,
played our retarded little hand games & ate fish sticks?
was it fish sticks? or dried fish sticks?
i have no idea.
there were students from ngee ann training there I think.
hahahahah. & omg, they were hilarious.
oh, & diana fell! *WAKAPOOSHSKHFIUWEHF!*
hahahahahhs.
hope your butt's alright aye. :D
shes so funny SIOL! (:

THURSDAY
I didnt go to school.
didnt feel like it.
& guess who came to visit?
IRRITATING.
your brother's gone, but I dont need you.
I made burgerdeals with tammy. (:
oh so yummy.
oh yea,
to my beloved clique:
THANKS FOR CALLING! (:
I wanted to say that, but jerlyn hung up. ):
hahahahah.

FRIDAY
was a bore.

SATURDAY
movied STEP UP TWO!! :D
hahahahaha.
I think shane is so damn hot.
is his name shane?
oh, whatever.

TODAY
tuition was a bore.
having taekwondo later, so I'm going to wash my hair now.

SO, BYE.

2008-03-17T03:16:00.000-07:00

DANCEWORKS (:

haising was FA-BU-LOUS, although we didnt win.

not even the cheering compettition.

loyang won uh.

I'd bet we were louder than them lo.

just because they were nearer to the judges!

NOOO FAIR. D:

met zhiting, ayuni & ameer on the train,

thn alighted at somerset when hazel told us dhobyghaut

went to cineleisure & rushed back to the mrt like a bunch of idiots running the amazing race,

took train to dhobyghaut, & met hazel, regina (hercousin) plus the rest.

I think regina's nice. (: & she sounds very.. angmoh? hahahah.

it bloody poured ah!

badluck uh.

& my umbrella was kidnapped by someone or smth. (: hahahaha.

& my packet of clorets was finished in less thn 5 minutes. hahahahs

BOOST FOR OUR THROATS. (:

well, I did enjoyed myself afterall, cheering for my school. :D

the next dance works will be in 2010, when yantin, ashley, rishon, yujing

will take part! :D

YAY!

haising will win in 2010 with so many sexy dancers representing our school!

hhahahahah!

that was yesterday.

TODAY,
was the first day of school.
well, I hardly missed school at all.
nononope.
in the morning, met jerlyn, huiying & hazel @ hazel's voiddeck thn walked to school.
met christabel & ginko on the way.
christabel didnt really bother asking me why i'm not gg to sch alr.
guess shes used to seeing me at duty late.
I joined prefects cause when I see the sec 3s, I see a strong bond.
but for my cohort, I see no bond at all
& I'm always with the seniors.
gah.
nevermind.
gotta run now.
BYE. );

2008-03-13T06:42:00.000-07:00

HOLIDAYS ARE PRETTY MUCH A BORE ):
theyre so boring I could sleep. hahah.
.
.
.
OKAY FINE. ITS NOT FUNNY. I KNOW.
see how boring it is that I have to crack cold 'jokes' to entertain myself?
well, you get the idea.
the past few days were just plainly tkd practices, tuition, movie, & hmwk.
watched the waterhorse or smth and please, it touched me to tears.
you should all go watch! I think its more touching than the leap years uh.
the little boy is so brave to brave all the dangers to save his friend thats not even human.
the waterhorse thinks hes its father anyway. hahahah.
watched it with mummy & marcus.
mummy was practically laughing at all the all-not funny parts & crying at all the not sad parts.
hahahaha. thats how she is. (:
at first I thought it would be a lame show, you know, cause the waterhorse was NOTREAL.
but marcus always get his way anyway. gah.
I want to watch step up 2 ! [:
anyway, we then went top ikea and bought this armchair for our uncle which costed like 165.
& our uncle didnt want to accept it.
PISSIFYING !
we went there despite of the rain & carried it back without any help of a real man.
well, my brother CAN NEVER BE CONSIDERED A REAL MAN, NOT EVER, cause he didnt even
offer to help the ladies, only snatching to push the cargo trolley.
OH HOW MANLY.

CHILDISH SUITS HIM MORE UH.
we saw sunshine & donna. what a pleasant suprise. :D
how I missed them!
& I saw serene & that stupid stuckup bitch from tkd too.
stupid AHLIAN.
they came over to our taekwondo session last week for extra practice.
oh wtf. SO EXTRA CAN.
okay, not serene, the other one, whom I dont bother finding out her name.
eerrgghh. the sight of her irks me.
she acts like shes so 'PRO', teaching serene how to do it the 'RIGHT WAY'.
& she walks around like she owns the place when shes not even WHITE BELT yet.
let me explain.
the lowest belt colour is WHITE.
then white line
then yellow
then yellow line
then green
then green line
& so forth.
& I'm yellow line already!
which makes me her senior.
damn. YOU GO AWAY ! D: IRRITATING.

1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.10

OKAY.
I'm fine now.
I hope she doesnt appear on sunday.
RAWR.

anyway, had to go to school for this leadership thing today.
well, not bad actually. (:
zhiting & I were super enthu about it. hahahaha
& SOME people were so not sporting can. lawls.
well, you dont expect jerlyn to scream like a wild woman like us, do you.
LOLS.
yay! 2E4 won the scavenger hunt thing or whatever. :D
congrats!

SHERI BOMB SHERI BOMB SHERI BOMB TO MAS SELAMAT BOMB!
BOMB SELAMAT! :D

2008-03-08T07:15:00.000-08:00

2008-03-08T03:51:00.001-08:00

REPLY TO TAGS (:
HAZEL: LOVE YOU TOO!
chuwen, weiyi, candy, weijian: linked & relinked! (:
clarice: hahahaha. smart right! :D
candy: ily too girl. (: cheerup aye.

GAWH.

I'm so bored now.

2008-03-08T00:33:00.000-08:00

BEACH OUTING (:
hohoho; today was a funfunfunfun day!
but i missed JERLYN LEE. ):
had to attend her grandfather's birthday party.
gah. wasnt complete without her.
anw, woke up @ 7 cos I couldnt sleep.
then @ 8.30, changed & went off & met yantin @ the bustop.
gawh. I had to carry 3 pairs of blades from my house to the bloody
faraway bustop. damn. of course, I couldnt do without in between breaks
for my oh-so-aching arms. hahahha.
@ least mummy wouldnt nag @ me to return the blades anymore. yay!
yantin alighted @ the wrong stop, so she had to walk to the correct bustop.
hahahaah. so cute. then, took bus to bedok interchange & waited for
the rest of the girls. yantin looked so hot can. gah.
then we took bus & alighted @ some school, then had to walk somemore.
D: then we took loads & loads of pictures, its like the biggest picture marathon can.
hahahahah. for me la. cause I dont like cameras. (:
huiying was the wonderful girl who asked the passer-bys to help us take the pictures.
hahahahha. thank you girl! loveyou.
loads of crazy poses, crazy angles. hah.
then we went to macdonalds to have breakfast.
then, we went to blade!
ayuni & huiying rented blades cause they didnt bring theirs.
zhiting was super cute lah! whenever she sees a tiny little hump, she starts screaming.
hahahahaha.
ayuni can skate faster than me. no fair! cause her blades' wheels' were bigger. & they were lime green. so yeaa. thats the reason why she can skate so fast. hmph.
you'd better believe it cause it aint true. ):
never mind ayuni! i'll beat you next time! :D
we went up & down the slope, & on the way back, I had no more energy left.
gawh. huiying's poor knee had problems. poor thing. I pulled her back half the way,
cause I was halfway dozing myself.
hope your leg's better aye.
then huiying & I went to get drinks & tidbits for our little picnic.
& I saw njy, sotong & meng!
to think they didnt ask me out. how I missed them uh.
then we went to the beach with the girls changed into their swimming costumes & bikinis.
hazel was tanning & i lay down for a while too!
but then cannot tahan then gave up. oh yea, i got TAN-ER! yay! (:
i guess everybody got tan-er. (:
huiyinbg didnt want the tan but she got it anw. hahahahahah.
ayuni & zhiting went swimming & huiying & I were thinking up ways & means to
splash water & sand @ them while running away when they want to get their revenge.
hahahahaha. fun la!
I got injuries on my leg while trying to snatch the bottle, but I couldnt care less about it
when I'm cherishing the times spent with my girls. (:
then ayuni, zhiting & I played scissors paper stone.
the winners get to eat a cracker, while the loser obviously dont. :D
hahahah.
ayuni & I keep on winning, while zhiting kept on losing.
hahahahhaha. LOUSY!
then hazel, ayuni zhiting & yantin went to shower while huiying & I talked while
waiting for them.
she told me alot of things. & yes, I found out a lot too. (:
love you girl.
then, my umbrella was blown off by the strong wind & it got blown away by the wind.
D: RAWR.
& into the ocean. hahahahaha.
It was like a tiny little boat floating on the ocean after 5 minutes. (:
byebye umbrella. );
then we went to macdonalds to grab some more drinks & while waiting for her daddy,
we took moremoremore pictures. :D
hahahahaahah. I have to wait for hazel & yantin to post them up
before i can snatch them all, then post. hahahahah.
so, pictures will most probably be in the next post.
catch you later, readers! :D

I L O V E T H E N E W H O T N E S S . A L O T . <3

2008-03-04T01:10:00.000-08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.
its now It period & we're at the computer lab.
how boring.
Mr toh is going on & on about so video stuffs.
well, the day isnt really over yet so I guess theres nth much to say uh.
well, badnews.
had 30/50 for my math test.argh.
some stuupid careless mistake.
at least let me get 35 la.argh.
30s a B4.
wth. at least a B3?D:
I'm so smart.
since school blocked the out the blogger website,
I'm at hotmail, typing this out.
then later I'll save this as draft,then when I get home,
I'll copy & paste into blogger then post.
hahahaha.
SMART right. (:

the weather's so hot,
i tried to tie my hair.
looked hilarious cos I wasnt able to tie up eveything.
hahahaha.
I wonder what will NBH say when she sees my hair.
but of course, i wont let her see it. :DDD
I'll only tie it when in class & maybe recess,
cos its so freaking hot, everymorning.
you might think that in the morning
it would be so freezing cold & stuff,
but the nervousness gets onto me
when I GET TO puull the flag &I sweat like crazy.
secondly, I have to runaway whan jurizal everytime
he tries stepping onto my oh-so-clean shoes,
& when jacob tries to hit me,
all the while while climbling up 4 treacherous flights of stairs.
Its like I'm working out every morning.
I cant stand my hair la, seriously.
I cant stand SHORT hair which you cant tie up.
my hair is so screwed now.
how irritating.
& i cant bloody tie it up.
i miss my rubber bands!
& my fringe happily allows pimple to pop out.
and! and! AND!argh.
I hate my hair.
BYE.

we're not really talking, but i'm still happy to see that things have started to be smoother between some of us now. I hope it continues. I love you girls, the new hotness. (:

2008-03-01T05:23:00.000-08:00

argh. well, its getting further & further away.
& monday will be hard to face.
i want to make peace so badly.
i want everything to be okay.
but I dont know what to do,
whos side to be on.
i dont wanna lose either one.
somebody, just somebody tell me, advice me.
I heard about it, & i wished i was there, to be able to do smth about it.
but what can I do anyway. I'm just a pathetic loser.
i wanna make things right, so badly.

watched The Leap Years with yantin & jerlyn today.
met yamate, kentalians & huiying.
well, the movie was very touching that i cried, but definitely not as much as
yantin. hahaha. she gets emotional easily.
i remember a line from the movie,:
" Its better to love & lost than never to have loved at all. "
but I dont want to lose.
thats me, selfish human being.
I wanted to be there for you when you were down,
& i feel bad that you had to walk away alone.
I could just imagine.
but i love you for making the first move, trying to clear things up,
to have a chat.
but we all need time to cool down.
give them some time.
when I heard both of you say such things, sometimes I feel lost
because thats not what i had in mind all along.
i might be disappointed, but not to that extent.
thats why i kept mum, not knowing what to say.
I dont know what to do, but i know there are faults on both sides,
& none of us are correct, in the right.
you could say, we're equal.
but to clear it up, we need someone to make the first move.
I just hope someone will take the initiative to save our friendship.
I feel like i've been wronged, but hearing the other party,
i cant help but feel that I was wrong too.
I should have done this, I shouldnt have done that.
but now, i guess its a bit too late.
i hope things wont turn out to be the way i feared.

2008-02-29T01:06:00.000-08:00

I'M SICK. DANG.
oh, boo. down with the flu & no doubt, tomorrow I'll lose my voice.
eerrgghh. hate it.
read yantin's post & yes, I feel the same way as her, that
I dont post out everything that happens in my life because I know almost everybody
who know or dont know will be able to read my stuffs.
nor how i relly feel. But if I say i'm happy, i really am. (:
went to the playgound in the park with jerlyn, yantin, honeybee & chotiga after school.
well, planned to go to tampiness mall after school with jerlyn then wanted to go out with
hotness but yamate had other plans & huiying had guides. D: boo.
so after that we went to the library and lunched @ white sands. wanton mee. :D
DELICIOUS. :)
then took the mrt home. ugh. waste my time.
met gloria, kenneth, joel & ivan.
i guess they were going to tampiness stadium uh.
dropped @ bedok with jerlyn then took bus home.
HOW BORING.
now, wheres my flu medicine?
GAH.
i hope hazel gets well soon too. [:
maybe tomorrow jerlyn yantin & i will go catch a movie. :D yay!
the others have other plans anyway. *sighs*

well, i dont think we should blame you all & i seriously dont think how the ohers think. I hope we'll be just in time to save our friendship. but what can we do if we dont understand each other & how we really feel. well, we'll see aye. after all, its your choice, your life, you decision.

2008-02-28T05:36:00.001-08:00

WHAT A LOUSY DAY. ):
Uh. Yeaa. Really lousy.
Firstly, I was accused for cheating. Idk why or who sabo-ed me.
But heard from terrence that my name was reported.
Dang. He had to tell me that before exam & I got all worried cause I didn’t cheat.
But in the end my name wasn’t reported. But zhiting’s & jiamin’s were.
Stupid laa. Must be laetitia or smth.
Zhiting only asked jiamin to close the curtain can.
I cant stand being wrongly accused & my own friends being accused for smth they didn’t do.
All in all I cant stand those losers who reported.
Uh. With the exception of Daniel & a few others of course, cause Daniel’s chairman so he boh-pian.
& worst of all, it landed our Chinese teacher in deep trouble. She had to bear
all the consequences because she was the one who was invigilating our class &
it wasn’t her fault anyway cause she didn’t see.
I feel so sorry for her because it wasn’t even her fault.
She was scolded by mr surin in the morning in front of everybody
& she literally cried through her day.
The whole class was so touched when she told a story to us about her cca friend who got her future ruined because of eating two pieces of biscuits when she thought all the VIPs had eaten & had to make a public apology.
She cried while telling the story, & I think the girl in that story is her.
I passed her a tissue in the morning when I saw her crying, rubbing her tears off with her hands, like she had nobody to lean on.
She took like a minute to pull the tissue out of the packet cause her hand was trembling. I didn’t know what to say, so I just said “lao shi, bu yao nan guo le.”
But I’m pretty sure it didn’t help at all.
My water fountain spilled when she told us that she probably wouldn’t have tomorrow. But what I admire most about her is that she managed
To teach us one whole topic from the text although she knows she might not be seeing us again. I feel remorseful for not paying attention in her class before.
Its always like that. I only know how to appreciate a person when theyre gone, or when theyre going off. I wanted to ask mrsurin to show some leniency in her case
But clarice & jerlyn said he wouldn’t listen to me.
I would probably never be able to make a difference anyway. D:
But I don’t believe we cant do anything. Whatever it is, I’m going to try.

2008-02-26T05:29:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZEL! :D
Its hazel’s birthday! Obviously. (:
I wanted to make a card, but uh. No time. Cause had tuition @ 7 ystd till 9.
Then went straight to slumberland. ):
Sorry.
0UT, I did attempt to do one, but it was fugly & too plain so I gave up. D:
Boo. Lousy me. Todaye yantin didn’t come & I missed her! D:
GET WELL SOON! ):
Anyway, today was a busy-usy day. Woke up late & found out it was RAINING.
Oh, wth. & I had a balloon to carry! Fillied with HELIUM, so it wouldn’t staye put.
Damn. & my normal umbrella is too small so I had to bring the huge umbrella to
School, to protect the balloon. & I was wet all over. But LUCKILY it was drizzling
Uh. I was so scared the balloon would pop la.aarrgghh.
Everybody was staring at me from my house, all the way to the bustop, on the bus, @ macdonalds, on the train, & on the way to school. So paiseh can.
& there were 2 guys whom I didn’t know wish me happy birthday. Uh.
*PAUSE*
I’m listening to see you again on 98.7 now!!!! :D hahahaha. It rocks man. (:
*BACK*
I didn’t take 21 to school cause too many people so took 67 to interchange.
I had such a hard time tapping my card & reading messages.
Then when I reached interchange, went to macdonalds to get big breakfast for hazel. Ohmy. The temptation to eat it was like omg. The SMELL is murderous.
Plus, bought 2 extra hashbrowns for jerlyn & myself, which were well, cold & frozen by the time we ate it during recess. Damn.
Then, took the train to pasirris & met jerlyn & chotiga on the way. I dropped the bag of breakfast & had to pick it up, which was kindof impossible with an umbrella & a helium balloon & a wallet. But I did it anwyway. ROAR! :D
& that heartless jerlyn didn’t bother to help me carry. Hmph. I’ll remember it for life jerlyn! Then when we finally reached hazels block, met huiying. (: OH. & talking about her, her birthday’s coming like real soon. By then, I’ll be officially broke.
D: then the breakfast package was a huge mess, everything dropping all over.
Uh. & huiying had to pick up the packets for me cause I had no hands. ):
THEN, I had to hide behind the pillar & wait for hazel to come down. Argh. My arms were aching. My plan was supposed to be wait till hazel walk pass the block, then I would creep up behind her & stuff the balloon into her face, but huiying had to call me. Hahahahahah. Then I was like “ YES? “ hahaha.

Then the rest of the day was super lousy.
Firstly, I didn’t study history, like memorise stuffs and blah. I just read through the four chapters & I felt so worried when Jacob said I was dead cos I didn’t memorise.
Secondly, Syaheida scolded me cos I was late, plus, for bringing hazelina & the girls to the sec 2 side to sit, cause there was no space & it was wet all over. Yeah. Because of that. Argh. I feel like quitting prefects sometimes, seriously.
Thirdly, Jurizal pissed me off by keep asking me to shutup when I wasn’t even talking to him la. I know that’s totally unreasonable & petty of me but It was the last straw. It pissed me off completely I dao-ed everybody on the way back to class except for leon who asked me what happened. BUT. I WAS JUST BEING PETTY WITH JURIZAL. I felt the tears but thank god it didn’t come down.
Anyway, English was okaye, & thank god that history was okay as well. (:
Luckily I memorized the piracy & stuff with clarice before. :D ily clarice!
During recess, we sang hazel a happy birthday song, Chinese & English. (:
After school, jerlyn & I went to downtown to collect to collect the cake. Was shocked when we heard what happened to *. Whatever it was, I hope youre okay now, seriously. Then we went to macs to wait for time to pass. Then huiying came running. She collected the cake & we went to buy the lighter & serviettes.
Then went back to school. Lighted the candles & the wax burned my hand. OUCH. Hurt loads. Sorry to huiying too, cause it was because of me that she kena-ed too. ): then we sang happy birthday songs & smeared cream over everybody’s face. Hahahaha. The cake was so pathetically small la please. Omg. & so freaking expensive can. 34 bucks for that small black circle. Hahaha.
Then we went upstairs & raped hazel & zhiting. :D COMBO!.
LOLS. Poor zhiting. It wasn’t her birthday & she got raped too! (:
Hahahahaha.
Then I went to the reservoir to watch * . hahahaha. Then * sent me home & tahdah! I’m home, blogging. (:
Anyway, HAZEL’S 14! I L O V E Y O U G I R L .

2008-02-16T06:11:00.000-08:00

GATHERING :D

suprisesuprise! todaye, we had a dinner gathering planned by mummy & daddy. (:

its special cause we hardly do this. [: as in, cousins gathering together, just to have dinner,

spending quality time. i think my cousins are so adorable & fun to be with. (:

we went to the coffee shop downstairs & mummy booked two tables. hahahaha.

children on one table & adults on another. obviously we children didnt finish the food so we

threatened the 2 maids to finish if not they had to wash bowls at the coffee shop. hahahaha.

but they didnt believe us anw. :D

Although I'm the only girl among my cousins; the only rose among the thorns! :D lawls.

but, its so fun, that i dont get bullied. HAH. they cant do anything to me, wrestling, blah. (:

I LOVELOVELOVE MY COUSINS YEA. :D

2008-02-14T05:29:00.000-08:00

Valentines Day (:

Valentines Day was a blast. (:

received more presents than on my birthday can!

but i do feel smth, i cant describe, some funny feeling,

not being able to spend valentine with him. my regret.

never mind. lets not go to that.

well, had such a hard time wrapping up all my valentine gifts ystd.

but now that its done, i feel so relieved. (:

but i missed out some people, so i'm going to bring them tomorrow. :D

everybody was so sweet todaye. [: y'all really touched me with your wishes & presents. (:

really, truely.

THANK YOU :D

AYUNI HAZEL HUIYING JERLYN YANTIN ZHITING LIONEL KEVIN CHARLES YANHAO LEON ZUL GLORIA RISHON YUJING CHUWEN IRWAN ALLAN JACOB SARAH HAZELINA WILFRED CLARICE ASHLEY KAISHENG MS THANG & HANQI! (:

thank you for all the others who wished me, stole my balloons & returned them, cards, presents, chocolates, cookies balloons & gifts. THANK YOU ALL, REALLY.

i cant believe we still have 2 more valentines in haising man!

whoa, have to prepare 2 months before. hahahah. or else it'll be too late.

:D thank you people! GOOD NIGHT. :)

2008-02-02T07:44:00.000-08:00

my mood is now totally in the dumps.
i have no mood to do anything at all.
my maid suddenly said she wanted to go back to her country cecause she misses her family.
I can undst how she feels, being cut off entirely from her family for such a long
period of time. she wasnt allowed to write letters or call her home for a few months
beacause the agency didnt allow my mum to allow her to. they said if we allowed her to
contact her family. but now, i feel sad for my mum cause shes facing alot of stress
cause of her and she had to pay so much more extra money to bring her in because
she said she wanted to go home cause she misses her family intially & when mum brought
her to the agency, she begged my mum to bring her back in so my mum did,
but paid such a hefty price. & now, she says she wants to go back. *sigh*
but then again, to think on her point of view, i dont think she should just give up & go back now.
because she has absoulutely no money now since she just finished paying off her loans.
& now if she wants to go home, she would have to fork out 280 bucks for her air ticket & thats the end of her money. i dont know whos side to stand on now, & theres nothing i can do since I'm
just a kid. my opinions would never be heard anyway. my maid was my all time confidante,
my best friend. but after knowing that she faked fainting & faked sick,
just to go home & wouldnt eat anything, i feel a sense of betrayal.
how could she do this to my mum, who has done nth but pampered her. we treat her like
family. & the thought of never seeing her again makes me go crazy.
i just ransacked my whole room to look for some new & unused toys & stationery for
her daughter. Imagine having slogged half a year in singapore, & only having to take home peanuts. But I cant do anything. anymore.

2008-01-25T06:52:00.000-08:00

2008-01-22T01:00:00.000-08:00

havent been posting for a while aye.
miss me?
hahahaa.

well, went to the old folks' home with daddy's company
at hougang. only nine people went la.
tsktsktsk. but not bad lo; cos we went there in a 7 seater cab.
hahahaaa.

which was really worth it cause we made the taxi driver wait
for like 1/2 an hour? (:
hahahaa.

long journey though. when we reached there, the social worker
brought us around the old folks home.
there were 48 old folks living on each level I think. & there were 4 levels
all together. Then we went to the hall where the old folks were waiting
for their lunch & we started giving out the chinese new year goodies.
each one was like humongous but I managed to force 4 onto my arms.
:D the old folks were so happy. You can never imagine the sincere smiles
on their faces until you really see it for yourself.
It was so touching.

The way they held you hand gratefully, thanking you for visiting them &
thanking for the goodies, made you feel like you wanted to take them in,
not living them to the lonely home, by themselves, with no kin.
I was touched to tears when there was this old man who received the package &
he kept thanking us & thanking us & you could really see that the smile on his face was
truthfully sincere. It is a feeling I can never be able to describe by words. never.
I shall become a social worker when I grow older. I mean it. (:

Afetr that, an ambulance sent us home. hahahahahas. so cool right!
really really. a real ambulance. hahaas. it belonged to the old folks home. (:
then mummy dragged me into the car & she pulled me to the salont to cut & reborn my hair.
SHIT SEY.
I hate it la. I hate my hair now. reallyreally. grrrr. I cant even tie it.
never mind. I shant talk about it.

On Sunday, had taekwondo grading @ tampiness cc. hahahaa. I passed it! yayness.
hahhaaas. I really dont wanna spar you know. ):
after grading, Jonathan marcus & I went to eat @ macdonalds & the adults went to eat at the
nearby coffee shop. jon & marcus totally spent my 3 bucks on the table soccer thing.
hahahhahaa. but it was damn fun laa.
you had to turn the handle to move the footballers to kick the stupid small ball.
hahahahaa. they went 8 times laa. every single time, 6 balls came out.
each time, 50 cents. damn expensive sia.
MY money summore. hahahaas.

Yesterday, monday, was, the day I had to face everybody with my sucky hair.
D: christabel couldnt recognise me on the bus & walked pass me. hahahahaas.
then I met marcus @ the zebra crossing & he was so suprised he turned his head so fast to
make sure it was me. hahahahaa. & hoho! marcus got into volleyball! *BIG GRINS*
then, the 1e4 guys all made fun of me laa.
especially that YANHAN.
yes, YANHAN. hmph.
I promised him a lollipop today aft school just so he wouldnt make fun of me anymore.
yes, & I bought it ! YANHAN, I BOUGHT THE LOLLIPOP. so, youd better keep you promise okay! (: bought for justin, marcus & ryan. [:
my favourite juniors. (:
zhiting, yantin & I had remedial after school. hahhaas
& we sneaked biscuits in! (:
zhiting was caught la. hahahahs.
& she was super damn bloody funny about it lo.
Mr quek was like, WHY ARE YOU EATING IN CLASS?!
then she was like, sorry, I'm Hungry.
hahahhaa.
retarded la zhiting. :D
yantin & I laughed our ass-es off totally. hahahaas.
then I had drama to discuss our script for health week. *snore*
left early.

Today was an okaye day.
zhiting daniel & I were like crapping & telling jokes @ the back of the class
& I couldnt stop laughing when zhiting started on the chinaman stuffs.
HAHAHHAHAHAAA.
you save 50cents, you go somewhere else, you save another 50cents, you get ONE DOLLAR.
then you go to the dollar shop, you buy something else!
HAHAHAHHAHAHA.
funny lo! :D
russell peters! (:
hahahahas.
thats all for today.

oh yea!
I have a surfing date with ENGZHITING in hawaii! :D
plus, The New Hotness Pizza Outing! :D
hahahaaas.
I'm looking forwaard to that ONE DAY. really really. :D
CANT WAIT! hahahahahs.

TO HAZEL.

it really hurts to see you like that. ): I think youve heard enough consolations & advice from
your loved ones so I shnt continue with anymore. But, you must know, hurting yourself isnt the solution to your problems hazel. It will only hurt yourself physically, but your loved ones; Yamate & The New Hotness emotionally. We dont want to see you this way. forget him, & move along with life. Dont think like its the end of the world. Look at yantin. She has gotten over it more or less & is now cheerful & a happy girl. I want to see more of that in you hazel. You had that radiance once, but now because of this emo shit & love stuffs, youre stuck. pull yourself together. & if you wanna cry, let it all out because you will feel alot more better after that. Let you teardrops fall on our shoulders hazel. Let us share your pain, your burden, though we may never be able to feel how you are feeling now. Maybe thats what you think. But, without lover, you still have bestfriends. bestfriends you can always count on to catch you when you fall. Its not the end of the world & hurting yourself wouldnt do any good. You might be smiling outside, but its really insie youre crying. you reuse your teardrops again & again & they never get out. Instead, let it out hazel, let it out.

2008-01-17T23:02:00.000-08:00

HOHO; this will be my 70th post aye.
& i'll post the pictures @ safra some other time yea.

LAZYBUM; I know. :D

okaye.. todaye wasnt just any ordinary day because I have the day
spent with the clique, just like every day, so, every day isnt
just any ordinary day. (: hahahahaa.
WHICH, makes it EXTRA-ODINARY.

[: HAHAHAHAHAA.

anyway, 1st period was math with ms khoo.
hahahaa. we were discussing the topic on japanese anime like bleach & naruto.
hahahaas. zhiting showed how the naruto people run; like super hilarious la.
hahahas. zhiting's so retarded you know. (:

then we went to the lab for physics.
D: boring. partnered with clarice. [:
I'm glad shes my partner; if not i'll not know what to do.
shes reallyreally attentive. hahaas.
but the poking the pin onto the board was fun lo. [:

after that, PE. mr peter is nice lo. (:
met 1e4 there. hahahaaha
2e4 & 1e4 having PE together ! :D
not together la. just beside.
did the shortput with the baseball. D:
so boring. why cant we play captains ball, stupid.
then I was one of the first to throw first.
after we threw, mr peter would blow the whistle,
then we run after our ball & bring it back.
then somebody took my bloody ball. & i had to run
all the way to the furthest one & hence, i was 2nd last.
STUUUUUUPIIID.
benjamin stole my BALL.
& I had to do 20 pumps.
nevermind.
then after recess justin theyall kept teasing me saying
I owe teacher 20 pumps. D:
thats definitely gonna last for quite a while, especially
with justin around. [:
hahahahahas.
justin so cute laa. dunnoe whats wrong with qijun & kaisheng.
keep bullying him. D:

I like Justin, Marcus, Kevin, Leo, Yanhan, Ryan, & the 2 Bryans. :D
Justin's in taekwondo. hahaahaa. He doesnt look like the taekwondo type sio.
Marcus's in volleyball. (: PURRR-FECTT. :D
Kevin's in.. concert band? i idk.
Leo's in choir but he wants to get into drama. (: wait till nxt month yea.
Yanhan & Ryan idk what. (:
One of the bryan's in DRAMA ! hahahahaa. & hes very noisy. hahahaa. he can keep on screaming & screaming into my ear until I stop talking to Leo. hahahas (:

we planned games for the sec ones' first drama session.
BEST; we'll be playing the chair game we played during the prefects camp.
:DDDD funfunfun!
cant wait till next thursday.

plus, tomorow I'm going to some old folks home to give out new year goodies!
:D & maybe I can earn C.I.P points. [: & maybe badminton @ safra. but definitely tuition tomorow. I DONT WANT ! D:
anw, till then, seeya.

2008-01-14T04:40:00.000-08:00

The script I wrote is below. [: hahahaahaa.
some lousy last minute work, but at least I did it!
PLUS, I finished mine faster than tsiyu.
hahahaahaha! but i'd bet his script is gonna be better than mine
cos hes such a bookworm.
&, my script has all the broken english & gangster characters in it sio.
hahahahahaaa.
& I purposely put the actors all males so I wouldnt have to be sabo-ed.
yay! cleverclever me. :D
zhiting, I know the song already. its SWEETEST GIRL by AKON. :D
I love that song laa. though the lyrics' are all bout monaye!
I like the chorus. [:
For assembly, there was a girl called rachel who was blind
& performed or us.
She has a really great voice, & marvellous talent.
Unfortunately, she was disabled.
It was really touching, when she said that she didnt have any friends in school
because of her diability.
I wished i could be her friend.
But It was a pity that I didnt have enough courage to go after her and say hello.
When I saw Chelsea approaching her,
I felt a sense of admiration, & when I saw her praying for rachel,
my heart went out. & also when joelle joined in to pray for her too.
But what I didnt undst was when that teacher stopped joelle
& reprimanded them for doing smth hazel tried explaining to me that I didnt undst.
WHen I see disabled people,
what I admire most about them is their courage to be able to move on with life,
despite knowing they are different from others.
But I feel very sorry when Rachel said that she did not have any friends.
It was almost as if I could sense her loneliness & for me,
being lonely is my biggest fear.
I'm going to the old folks' home this saturday to give out new year goodies to the old folks. you know, its always good to do smth like that every once in a while.
The smile on the old folks' faces just gives you a feeling you cannot describe.
I'm really looking forward to it. (:
&, most probably, I'm goingto boo the badminton court on a weekend
at safra. :D I'll post pictures up of last saturday with cousin @ safra in the next post yea. (:
& hazel, yes, one day, I'll book it. But that One Day is coming nearer & nearer.
[:
CHARACTERS:
1. Manfred
2. 2 gangsters
3. teenage victim, member of another gang (Tio toto)
4. another 2 gangsters ( Tio Pey Pio & Tio Dua Chai )
5. Manfred’s mother and father
6. Narrator
7. Manfred’s classmates ( maybe 2 )

SCRIPT:
Scene 1 – Manfred in taekwondo uniform, fiddling with a pencil, studying with classmates. Students with schoolbags walking in background to indicate it is after school.

Narrator: There was a boy named Manfred Wong. He was in secondary 3, from Greenview secondary school. He knew that secondary four was a crucial year for him as it was when he took his O levels. So Manfred often studied with his friends after school. You can always spot Manfred easily because he always like to fiddle with his pencil whilst thinking. He claims it helps him think better. Every Friday, after school, he would proceed off to his taekwondo training at a nearby community centre.

Manfred: (looks at watch) oh no! I’m late for my training already! Sorry guys, I have got to go now. Bye! (grabs bag & rushes off)

1st friend: (looks up) okaye, byebye!

2nd friend: (without looking up, puts a hand in the air whilst scribbling) see ya!

Scene 2 – 2 boys fighting victim Toto, Toto on the ground, bleeding & injured. Manfred walks enters stage left, sees commotion & rushes over to help. Manfred flaunted a few taekwondo moves, & the 2 boys were down. 2 boys run away. Manfred helps Toto up.

Manfred: Oh my gosh! Are you okay? (helping Toto up)

Toto: Ouch! (lets out sounds of pain) Uh, chap! Thankyou arh! What your name arh?

Manfred: My name’s Manfred.

Toto: AHYOO..why your name so angmoh one? My name is TIO TOTO! And then arh, you fight not bad leh! My bla-ders and I will be vely the better with you joining our gang leh! Want join or not!

Manfred: (stares in shock) uh.. uh.. I.. I..

Toto: (without waiting for a reply) come! I bling you go see me bladers! (drags Manfred off stage)

Scene 3 – Tio Pey Pio & Tio Tua Chai sitting & smoking. Toto brings in Manfred & introduces him.

Toto: (goes up to brothers & does some sort of a hand shake) This is the guy who save me just now. That stupid Ah-seng & Ah-zui la! la! Come find me! I’m going to get back at them arh, tell you first!

Pey Pio: (both brothers grow interested) you sure or not! Ah seng fight is power one leh! (sits up)

Toto: Sure! Vely sure!

Manfred: (stares in shock)

Toto: Tua chai! What do you think?

Tua Chai: He might be of use. Set arh.

Toto: (smiles at Manfred)

Manfred: (shrugs and smiles back)

Narrator: Manfred isn’t sure whether he has made the correct decision, but has decided that they are much cooler than his own school friends, and as he has always wanted to stand out from among others, He is sure that they he will be able to after joining the gang, called the “ TIO BROTHERS!” (toto, tuachai & peypio shouts together with the narrator)

Scene 4 – Manfred’s classmates asking Manfred to group study with them but Manfred ignores them & walks towards The Tio Brothers. Manfred’s classmates walk away, surprised.

Pey Pio: (passes a packet of white pills to Manfred & Manfred hesitantly takes one out & pop it into his mouth. the rest do the same & TuaChai gives Manfred a cigarette. He puts it into his mouth uncertainly, & the Tio brothers teach him how to smoke correctly.)

Narrator: As days passed, Manfred began spending more and more time with the Tio Brothers, skipping school every now and then, smoking and taking ecstacy, a drug which Tuachai has never ending supplies of. He was addicted to smoking, due to nicotine, the addictive drug in tobacco smoke that causes smokers to continue to smoke. He needed enough nicotine over a day to ‘feel normal’ – to satisfy cravings or control his mood. He had gum disease, bad breath, body odour & throat inflammation. And when he got sick, he took a much longer time to recuperate.

Scene 5 – Manfred crossing the road whilst high on drugs, and gets into a car accident.

Manfred: Wow.. xbox 360.. hahahahaahaaahaa! (obviously unstable)

Car comes in and bangs into Manfred. Manfred lays on the road bleeding, unconscious.

Scene 6 – Manfred lying in hospital, mother & father beside his bed. Parents converse.

Mother: Why are we going to do? Our son has lost his memory. Lord help us. (sad music plays)

Father: ( pats mother silently on back)

Scene 6 – Mother beside Manfred’s bed, speaking with Manfred.

Narrator: Manfred regains consciousness after a few weeks. He has indeed lost his memory. He couldn’t remember what was his name, his parents and everything about him. His poor mother had to tell him everything, about his life, and how he landed up in that hospital bed. Manfred looked back at his past with remorse, but looked towards his future with anticipation. His classmates heard about it and went to visit him.

Classmate 1: hey Manfred, are you feeling better?

Classmate 2: yea. We hope youre fine.

Manfred: I cant believe I didn’t treasure friends like you. After disbanding you both as friends, you are still so good towards me. I’m indeed grateful. Am I still welcome to study with you both?

Classmates 1& 2: (looks at each other with delight) ALWAYS! We miss your pencil fiddling! (laughs)

Narrator: Manfred gets back to his usual lifestyle before knowing the Tio Brothers, And as for the Tio Brothers, he has heard that the police had caught up to them and they were punished accordingly. Manfred had to go thrugh rehabilitation for consumption of drugs and it was a painful experience. Trust me, you would never like to go through that. So, leave drugs alone!

2008-01-10T04:17:00.000-08:00

i just found out what was happening
after school. it may sound all so serious, but i'm quite sure it'll
all clear up really soon, cos i've seen, & know the strong friendship
between you 3.
everybody might just be negative bout it now,
but sooner or later, youll kiss & make up.
everybody says they dont wanna admit that theyre wrong,
but come to think of it, some just cant accept that your change,
and some cant accept that theyve not accepted their change.
its correct that its your right to decide who you wanna be, how you wanna behave,
who you really want to be. it may sound wrong, but i'm not meaning anything.

dear friend,
you know that I love you very much. seeing 2 of you like this, i feel deeply sorry & sad.
as much as i want this to clear up soon, one has to make the first move. & knowing both of your personality, i know it would be difficult. but it would save your friendship. i suck at this kindof thing. & what i've said was probably just crap. but i would hate to see you 2 split up, ignore, not talk & crap like both of you did. its just sad, & theres nth i can do, so i'll just let nature take its cause.

HAZEL [:
hazel is the most murtured girl i've ever known. she knows how to handle her stuff well, & takes care of everybody. shes very friendly & sociable. one I know I can always count on when I have problems. she keeps secrets well, & gives good advice. I'm proud to have her as my good friend. she stands up for me, smth which i really appreciate, & smth i havent sincerely thanked her for. be it big or small, it'll always be in my heart. i love hazel lee alotalot.

ZHITING [:
zhiting's my 1st new friend in haising. I'll forever remember how she cleared off my nervousness by asking what was my name the first thing i sat down in the new classroom, feeling like an outcast. shes really friendly & i love it when she cracks one of her jokes, smth that i'll always expect to receive when i come to school, brightening up my day in an instant. her smile is one of those i'll never forget, sincere, carefree & truly happy. she stands up for classmates when theyre bullied & always offers a helping hand. i love this retarded girl, eng zhiting so much.

these two girls are one of the best gifts god bestowed to me & how i feel about them in my heart will never change. never. theres smth special about the both of them, smth different. smth that i cant never get it from others. they give me this warm, cuzzy feeling when i'm with them, making me feel so proud & lucky that i have good friends like them. quarrels & fights happen all the time between best friends & its true that it brings them closer together.
it would be a great loss to see this friendship drown into that endless depth.
it takes time for others to accept what you have changed to be,
& also takes time that you know that others have changed.
it doesnt matter who you have changed to, as long as you feel happy about it.
but just, sometimes they arent ready for your change, & it might be unacceptable to them.
but i believe, if your bond is strong, nth can ever change the way you feel about the other party, & that your friendship will never break.

but now, all i can do is pray.

2008-01-07T03:31:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAY YANTIN (:
i hope you had fun todaye.
& i know ayu's bdae is in 4 weeks. D:
thanks ayu. i'm savingsaving & saving.
i'm so tired. ROAR.
imy TRINA YOUNG. alotalot.[:
more than that stickman wit only 8 strands of hair bodoh.
ily & tricia & elizabeth alotalot. D:
lets meet please.
now every single day's tuition.
why must i be so dumb.
justin so cute. my favourite secone junior.
byebye marcus !
hahahaaahaaha. jk la. (:
i saw mr sim in the canteen at a table alone.
i felt so sad i almost cried for him.
there was another table just beside him
& none of them would join him. hes the one being made fun
of by everybody. please guys. show him some respect.
to see an elderly so lonely, staring at everyone like he was
an alien from outerspace. i feel so sad.
i could only greet him cheerily.
i'm ashamed at myself for not joining him at the table
& leaving him all alone.
sorry mr sim. D:
i'm so tired i cant continue.
byebye people.
* yawn *
):

2008-01-04T06:50:00.000-08:00

todaye was secone orientation.
D: so bored.
have been writing loadsof notes now esp.
during physics lessons. mr rafi ! yay.
can tell hes a good teacher.
maths would be the infamous ms khoo wee wee.
argh. if you dont do this i'll give you a shelling arh !
yaya whatever.
but shes a good teacher i guess.
geography would be mr sim.
hes an old teacher, abit freaky,
but i think the class guys' are really mean to him.
so please guys, show him some respect.
i can tell that he does feel hurt; sitting right in front.
even though he does CARD me, but i do pity him.
english teacher would be mrs kee & ms thang.
yay for ms thang.
shes our form teacher too. we're good friends with her already.
hahaaahahaahahaa.
yay! :D
chinese teacher would be lai lao shi, or mr l.u.a
he specially specified that, soo..
i think his jokes are cold; not funny at all.
though the guys go bonkers @ his every 'joke'.
home econs would be ms fiza.
i dont think i like her, tht stric-to.
i'd rather mrs choo; i think.
or maybe not.
so i'm part of cleanliness commitee & math rep.
aarrgghh.
cleanliness i dont mind, cos i like to erase the board.
but i'm gonna die math rep again.
i'm so gonna appeal for next year's sec one orientation, i dont care.
i wanted to help out in this one, but i couldnt cos i didnt appeal.
wtf. & i have to withstand boring lessons without the 2 SLs.
D:
sports leader like damn fun lo.
but i'm halfway through prefects already & promoted.
& i cant leave shushan. D:
oh nvm.
had drama todaye. for the orientation.
i seriously need strpsils.
i have been HA-ING until i've got no voice left.
uh.
lucky waicheng saved me with her clorets.
:D
odelia didnt come. ):
i seriously think drama club's gona die.
with the sec 4s step down.
oh what will we do without asaad, sandra, aqilah, rashi & komal ?
idk.
they said this hazel girl from 1e4 was pretty so went to kpo.
(:
she is pretty, but the girls said she was proud & arrogant.
& alot of people didnt like her but i cant say anything cos i've only
met her once. D:
so nvm about her. still, our own hazel lee 's still the best lo.
my favourite sec one juniors are all guys. ahahhahahh
marcus & justin !
taddaaaa!
ahahahhahaas.
so far lo.
justin reallyreally talks alot.
:D
hohoho; justin, i put your name on the list! yayness !
SABO.
marcus looks like alextan. hahaa.
he looks volleyball, so i support him for volleyball like jerlyn.
:D
i want the whistle lo. the stopwatch also can.
jerlyn, be a saint for once la bodoh.
D:
GOLDFISH; BLOOPBLOOP!

2008-01-02T03:28:00.000-08:00

THE FOREST ADVENTURE ROCKS.

I LOVE ZIPLINES ACROSS THE RESERVOIR. :D